- •I wrapped my hanky round my thumb and got myself organized. George
- •I was known as Needle.
- •I stood silently among the people, watching. As you will see, I wasn't in a
- •I took a good look at this man accompanying Kathleen. It was her husband.
- •It was not for me to speak to Kathleen, but I had a sudden inspiration which
- •I must explain that I departed this life nearly five years ago. But I did not
- •Inspired to it. Indeed it's one of the things I can't do now — to speak out,
- •I taught in a private school in Kensington, for almost three months, very
- •I didn't love Skinny so I gave him back the ring.
- •I accompanied the party as a sort of secretary. Skinny vouched for me, he
- •I had broken off our engagement, lectured me about this, but still he took me
- •I'm busy in the hat-shop and being presented. You would think he hadn't
- •I must say I was myself a bit off-put by this news about the brown woman. I
- •Intelligent than a mule and sturdier than a horse. But I'm not having any
- •I was able to live on the fee I got for writing a gossip column in a local
- •I met George once more in a hotel in Bulawayo. We drank highballs and
- •I had half a mind to marry Skinny; perhaps, I thought, when his studies
- •I had already heard about the baby girl. Coal black, by repute, with
- •Impotence and need I secreted a venom which infected all my life for days on
- •I was nearly sick. One, because of my Scottish upbringing. Two, because of
- •I returned to England with Skinny's party just before the war.
- •I did not see George again till just before my death, five years ago.
- •I was waiting to write about life and it seemed to me that the good fortune lay in
- •I thought of my type of luck after I became a Catholic and was being
- •I visited Skinny twice in the two years that he was in the sanatorium. He was
- •Very close friends. We met several times each week, and after our Saturday-
- •If we had felt moved to do so.
- •I ought to get in touch with poor George. But then I think he would write
- •I did not speak of George's marriage, nor of any of his confidences in the
- •Impatience with him in former days; she said,
- •In the course of the morning he had told her of his wartime nightclub in
- •I was curious to see this version of George, but I was leaving for Scotland
- •Visited at week-ends; this old lady lived a few miles from Kathleen's aunt,
- •I should go ahead of her in the early afternoon to see to the provisions for our
- •I said no, I liked an empty house.
- •It was like a treasure hunt as I followed clue after clue through the cool silent
- •I found myself speaking to him almost as if he were a child.
- •I giggled, and looked at him. His face had grown much larger, his lips full, wide,
- •I still kept up. They referred to her as "George's Dark Lady" and of course
- •I said, "If Kathleen intends to marry you, I shall tell her that you're already
- •Vest year. Unfortunately, the byreman's hands were even brawnier and
- •If I hadn't been wearing my long-sleeved cardigan, it was said, the bruises
- •I dashed his hopes. I said, "Hallo, George!"
- •In that convivial street. I thought to myself. "He looks as if he had a mouthful
- •I might have been inspired to say more on that agreeable morning, but he
- •I doubt if George will ever see me again in the Portobello Road. He broods
- •Its few drooping tenants. They huddled together like birds in a storm; their
- •I was waiting for friends to come and pick me up on their way to Venice.
- •Importance was permitted to dawn upon strangers.
- •In the garden, strangely standing on a path between the flowers for
- •I climbed the lower slopes of the mountains while the experts in their boots
- •I was moved by the sight. The girl called Mitzi was watching me as I stood
- •In the kitchen doorway. "Coffee?'' she said.
- •I saw a black lacquered cabinet inlaid with mother-of-pearl, and just
- •I went into the polished dining-room, and Mitzi brought my coffee there.
- •It was that very day that the nuisance occurred. The double windows of my
- •It was a cold day. I sat in my room writing letters. I glanced out of the
- •I looked up a few moments later, and this time Herr Stroh was seated on a
- •I left my room and went down to complain to Frau Lublonitsch.
- •I returned to my room. Herr Stroh still sat in position, the field-glasses in
- •In his doorway blinking up at the roof of the Guest-house Lublonitsch. He
- •I didn't want to draw his attention by following the line of his gaze but I
- •In Frau Lublonitsch's splendid bedroom.
- •I turned the comer just as Herr Stroh gave up his gazing; he went indoors,
- •It while I waited for someone to come. I did not have to wait long, for two
- •Indeed were there, but invisible.
- •In the peeling pastel stucco of the little town, the unnecessary floral balconies,
- •Intrigued her.
- •Impassive neck.
- •Is she —"
- •Insurance manager. The successful kind."
- •I think twenty-two. I am twenty-two so far as Richard's concerned. I don't
- •If you want to be successful with men you have to hang on to your youth."
- •Invitation must come from Richard."
- •Valley.
- •I felt the need of his support. "
- •Including Gwen. The one called Grace was quite pretty, with a bewildered
- •I put on my dark glasses to shield my eyes from the sun and conceal my
- •It is discouraging to put on sun glasses in the middle of someone's intimate
- •I was sent to have my eyes tested. He took me into the darkened interior
- •I had seen Miss Simmonds once before, at a garden fete, where she stood on
- •I stopped looking round. I said. "Read what?" for I had been told I would
- •I recall reading the letters correctly down to the last few lines, which were
- •I broke the glasses by sitting on them during my school holidays two years
- •I washed my hair the night before and put a wave in it. Next morning at
- •I smiled and put my hand in my blazer pocket.
- •I formed an idea of his private life. "Dorothy" I speculated, "and Basil." I let
- •Is it to her?"
- •I invented for myself a recurrent scene in which brother and sister
- •I was sent for to try on my new reading glasses. I had the hat-pin with me I
- •I said, "Grandmother said to inquire after your mother."
- •I took to giving Basil a charming smile when I passed him in the street on
- •I took walks before supper round the back lanes, ambling right round the
- •Visible from the window. He laid it side by side with another sheet of paper
- •Ink and started writing on the bottom of the sheet of paper before him,
- •I shivered in my soaking wet clothes. Dorothy looked with her eye at the
- •I took them into Mr. Simmonds early that afternoon.
- •I had smeared them with cold cream first.
- •Interrupted:
- •I noted her correct phrase, "Are these they?" and it seemed just over the
- •Vicious, in the wrong.
- •I started screaming when I got home, and was given a sedative. By evening
- •It was put down to an accident. There was a strong hope that Miss
- •I said, "The bottle may have been tampered with, have you thought of
- •I was attended by our woman doctor, the widow of the town's former
- •I saw Dr. Gray leaving the Simmonds' at six o'clock one evening. She must
- •I walked on, certain that he had known my guilty suspicions all along.
- •I had come to the summer school to lecture on history and she on
- •Inmost lives. This is probably because they spend so much time hearing out
- •It and myself looked back at myself through the dark water. I looked at Dr.
- •I took them off for a moment. I rather liked her for her innocence in not
- •I had my glasses on again, and was walking on.
- •I thought, neither had I.
- •I said, "He might have stopped seeing eyes if you'd taken him at his word."
- •I could hardly believe she was shouting, who previously had been so calm.
- •I think it was then she recognised me.
- •It there and then. You see, he had to do it while it was still wet."
- •Vestments, or at least lace veil.
- •Vestments.
- •Instance, when a local Town Councillor resigned his office Raymond said,
- •In this particular, from the prejudices of that middle class to which they as
- •Introduce them to so many people." For the dark pair had, within a month,
- •In eyes, skin, teeth, which made him seem all the more eager. He called out
- •Irritated Lou, though she kept her peace.
- •Very well by Elizabeth." They had pulled up outside the house where
- •I'm not going to leave my kids in no nursery. I'm not going to send them to no
- •In that he took a tubercular turn, which was followed by a religious one. He
- •Very delicate question. She was amazed when, within three weeks, Oxford
- •In previous numbers, various references to the Black Madonna, how she had
- •It was the Saturday before that Sunday when Lou had her first sick turn.
- •In the next parish magazine. "Another case has come to light of the kindly
- •In fact, it was a very easy birth, a girl. Raymond was allowed in to see Lou
- •In the late afternoon. She was half asleep. "The nurse will take you to see the
- •In the other cots. "Far more so than the others."
- •Isn't hers, which is ridiculous."
- •Very long chance. I've never known it happen in my experience, but I've
- •Inquire after Lou. He rather regretted smashing up the cot in his first fury.
- •It white."
- •It must be back in the olden days the nigro some ansester but it is only nature.
- •I thank the almighty it has missed my kids and your hubby must think it was
I thought, neither had I.
We were silent for the third turn about the lake.
Then she said, "Well, I was telling you how I came to study psychology and
practise it. My husband had this breakdown after his sister went away. He
had delusions. He kept imagining he saw eyes looking at him everywhere. He
still sees them from time to time. But eyes, you see. That's significant.
Unconsciously he felt he had blinded his sister. Because unconsciously he
wanted to do so. He keeps confessing that he did so."
"And attempted to forge the will (и попытался подделать завещание)?" I said
(сказала я). She stopped (она остановилась).
"What are you saying (что вы говорите)?"
"Does he admit that he tried to forge his mother's will (он признает, что пытался
подделать завещание матери)?"
"I haven't mentioned anything about a will (я не упоминала ничего о
завещании; to mention — упоминать, ссылаться на)."
"Oh, I thought you had (о, я подумала, что упомянули)."
"But, in fact, that was his sister's accusation (но, на самом деле, в этом и
обвиняла его сестра: «это и было обвинение его сестры»). What made you
say that (что заставило вас сказать это)? How did you know (откуда вы знаете
/об этом/)?"
"I must be psychic (я должно быть медиум; psychic — медиум, экстрасенс,
парапсихологические явления)," I said.
forge [fO:G] will [wIl] anything ['enITIN]
"And attempted to forge the will?" I said. She stopped. "What are you
saying?" "Does he admit that he tried to forge his mother's will?"
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"I haven't mentioned anything about a will."
"Oh, I thought you had."
"But, in fact, that was his sister's accusation. What made you say that?
How did you know?"
"I must be psychic," I said.
She took my arm (она взяла меня за руки). I had become a most endearing
case history (я стала ее любимой историей болезни; endearing — милый,
привлекательный, внушающий любовь, case history — история болезни).
"You must be psychic indeed (вы, должно быть, действительно медиум),"
she said (сказала она). "You must tell me more about yourself (вы должны
рассказать мне больше о себе). Well, that's the story of my taking up my present
profession (вот, это история о том, как я занялась своей нынешней
профессией; present — настоящий, нынешний, данный). When my husband
started having these delusions (когда у моего мужа начали появляться эти
галлюцинации) and making these confessions (и делать такие признания) I felt
I had to understand the workings of the mind (я почувствовала, что я должна
понимать рабочие механизмы: «функционирование» мозга). And I began to
study them (и я начала изучать их). It has been fruitful (/изучение/ это было
полезным: «плодоносным»; fruitful — плодородный, плодотворный, fruit —
плод, фрукты). It has saved my own reason (благодаря этому, я сохранила
собственный здравый смысл)."
endearing [In'dI(q)rIN] present ['prez(q)nt] fruitful ['fru:tf(q)l]
She took my arm. I had become a most endearing case history.
"You must be psychic indeed," she said. "You must tell me more about
yourself. Well, that's the story of my taking up my present profession. When
my husband started having these delusions and making these confessions I
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felt I had to understand the workings of the mind. And I began to study
them. It has been fruitful. It has saved my own reason."
"Did it ever occur to you (вам когда-нибудь приходило в голову; to occur —
случаться, происходить, приходить на ум) that the sister's story might be true
(что история сестры может быть правдой)?" I said. "Especially as he admits it
(особенно если он признает это; to admit — допускать, впускать)."
She took away her arm and said (она убрала свою руку и сказала), "Yes, I
considered the possibility (да, я рассматривала эту возможность). I must admit I
considered it well (я должна признать, что я рассматривала ее достаточно
тщательно: «значительно»)."
She saw me watching her face (она увидела, что я наблюдаю за ее лицом).
She looked as if she were pleading some personal excuse (она смотрела так, как
будто бы умоляла о неком личном оправдании; to plead — выступать в суде,
призывать, просить, умолять; excuse — извинение, оправдание, отговорка).
"Oh do (о, снимите)," she said, "please take off those glasses (пожалуйста,
снимите эти очки)."
"Why don't you believe his own confession (почему вы не верите в его
собственное признание)?"
might [maIt] plead [pli:d] excuse [Ik'skju:s]
"Did it ever occur to you that the sister's story might be true?" I said.
"Especially as he admits it."
She took away her arm and said, "Yes, I considered the possibility. I must
admit I considered it well."
She saw me watching her face. She looked as if she were pleading some
personal excuse.
"Oh do," she said, "please take off those glasses."
"Why don't you believe his own confession?"
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"I'm a psychiatrist and we seldom believe confessions (я психиатр, а мы редко
верим в признания)." She looked at her watch (она посмотрела на свои часы)
as if to suggest (как будто бы предполагая, что) I had started the whole
conversation (/именно/ я начала весь этот разговор) and was boring her (и
теперь надоедала ей).
I said, "He might have stopped seeing eyes (он возможно перестал бы видеть
эти глаза) if you'd taken him at his word (если бы вы поверили ему на слово; to
take smb. at his word — поверить кому-либо на слово)."
She shouted (она закричала; to shout — кричать, громко говорить,
выкрикивать), "What are you saying (что вы говорите)? What are you thinking
of (о чем это вы думаете)? He wanted to give a statement to the police (он хотел
сделать заявление для полиции; statement — высказывание, заявление,
показание), do you realize (вы понимаете, что)..."
"You know he's guilty (вы же знаете, что он виновен; guilty — виновный,
повинный, преступный)," I said.
seldom ['seldqm] police [pq'li:s]
"I'm a psychiatrist and we seldom believe confessions." She looked at her
watch as if to suggest I had started the whole conversation and was boring
her.