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CLARISSA • V
should, when she has no favours to confer which he has not
a right to demand, provoke him to throw off the too-heavy
yoke. And should he do so, and then treat her with negligence, Miss Howe, of all the women I know, will be the least
able to support herself under it. She will then be more unhappy than she ever made him; for a man who is uneasy at
home, can divert himself abroad; which a woman cannot so
easily do, without scandal. – Permit me to take farther notice, as to Miss Howe, that it is very obvious to me, that she
has, by her haughty behaviour to this worthy man, involved
herself in one diffi culty, from which she knows not how to
extricate herself with that grace which accompanies all her
actions. She intends to have Mr. Hickman. I believe she does
not dislike him. And it will cost her no small pains to descend
from the elevation she has climbed to.
Another inconvenience she will suffer from her having
taught every body (for she is above disguise) to think, by her
treatment of Mr. Hickman, much more meanly of him than
he deserves to be thought of. And must she not suffer dishonour in his dishonour?
Mrs. Howe is much disturbed at her daughter’s behaviour to the gentleman. He is very deservedly a favourite of
her’s. But [another failing in Miss Howe] her mother has not
all the authority with her that a mother ought to have. Miss
Howe is indeed a woman of fi ne sense; but it requires a high
degree of good understanding, as well as a sweet and gentle
disposition of mind, and great discretion, in a child, when
grown up, to let it be seen, that she mingles reverence with her
love, to a parent, who has talents visibly inferior to her own.
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Miss Howe is open, generous, noble. The mother has not
any of her fi ne qualities. Parents, in order to preserve their
children’s veneration for them, should take great care not to
let them see any thing in their conduct, or behaviour, or principles, which they themselves would not approve of in others.
Mr. Hickman has, however, this consideration to comfort
himself with, that the same vivacity by which he suffers, makes
Miss Howe’s own mother, at times, equally sensible. And as he
sees enough of this beforehand, he will have more reason to
blame himself than the lady, should she prove as lively a wife
as she was a mistress, for having continued his addresses, and
married her, against such threatening appearances.
There is also another circumstance which good-natured
men, who engage with even lively women, may look forward to with pleasure; a circumstance which generally lowers
the spirits of the ladies, and domesticates them, as I may call
it; and which, as it will bring those of Mr. Hickman and Miss
Howe nearer to a par, that worthy gentleman will have double
reason, when it happens, to congratulate himself upon it.
But after all, I see that there is something so charmingly
brilliant and frank in Miss Howe’s disposition, although at
present visibly overclouded by grief, that it is impossible not to
love her, even for her failings. She may, and I hope she will,
make Mr. Hickman an obliging wife. And if she does, she will
have additional merit with me; since she cannot be apprehensive of check or controul; and may therefore, by her generosity
and prudence, lay an obligation upon her husband, by the performance of what is no more than her duty.
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Her mother both loves and fears her. Yet is Mrs. Howe also
a woman of vivacity, and ready enough, I dare say, to cry out
when she is pained. But, alas! she has, as I hinted above, weakened her authority by the narrowness of her mind.
Yet once she praised her daughter to me with so much
warmth for the generosity of her spirit, that had I not known
the old lady’s character, I should have thought her generous
herself. And yet I have always observed, that people of narrow tempers are ready to praise generous ones: – and thus
have I accounted for it – that such persons generally fi nd
it to their purpose, that all the world should be open-minded
but themselves.
The old lady applied herself to me, to urge to the young
one the contents of the will, in order to hasten her to fi x a day
for her marriage; but desired that I would not let Miss Howe
know that she did.
I took the liberty upon it to tell Miss Howe that I hoped
that her part of a will, so soon, and so punctually, in almost
all its other articles, fulfi lled, would not be the only one that
would be slighted.
Her answer was, she would consider of it: and made me
a courtesy with such an air, as showed me that she thought me
more out of my sphere, than I could allow her to think me, had
I been permitted to argue the point with her.
I found Miss Howe and her own servant-maid in deep
mourning. This, it seems, had occasioned a great debate at fi rst
between her mother and her. Her mother had the words of
the will on her side; and Mr. Hickman’s interest in her view; her
daughter having said that she would wear it for six months at
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least. But the young lady carried her point – “Strange,” said
she, “if I, who shall mourn the heavy, the irreparable loss to
the last hour of my life, should not show my concern to
the world for a few months!”Mr. Hickman, for his part, was so
far from uttering an opposing word on this occasion, that, on
the very day that Miss Howe put on her’s, he waited on her in
a new suit of mourning, as for a near relation. His servants and
equipage made the same respectful appearance.
Whether the mother was consulted by him in it, I cannot
say; but the daughter knew nothing of it, till she saw him in it;
she looked at him with surprise, and asked him for whom he
mourned?
The dear, and ever-dear Miss Harlowe, he said.
She was at a loss, it seems. At last – All the world ought to
mourn for my Clarissa, said she; But whom, man, [that was
her whimsical address to him,] thinkest thou to oblige by this
appearance?
It is more than appearance, Madam. I love not my own sister, worthy as she is, better than I loved Miss Clarissa Harlowe.
I oblige myself by it. And if I disoblige not you, that is all I wish.
She surveyed him, I am told, from head to foot. She knew
not, at fi rst, whether to be angry or pleased. – At length,
“I thought at fi rst,” said she, “that you might have a bolder and
freer motive – but (as my Mamma says) you may be a wellmeaning man, though generally a little wrong-headed – however, as the world is censorious, and may think us nearer of kin
than I would have it supposed, I must take care that I am not
seen abroad in your company.”But let me add, Mr. Belford, that
if this compliment of Mr. Hickman (or this more than compli-
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ment, as I may call it, since the worthy man speaks not of my
dear cousin without emotion) does not produce a short day,
I shall think Miss Howe has less generosity in her temper than
I am willing to allow her.
You will excuse me, Mr. Belford, for the particularities
which you invited and encouraged. Having now seen every
thing that relates to the will of my dear cousin brought to
a desirable issue, I will set about making my own. I shall follow the dear creature’s example, and give my reasons for every
article, that there may be no room for after-contention.
What but a fear of death, a fear unworthy of a creature who
knows that he must one day as surely die as he was born, can
hinder any one from making such a disposition?
I hope soon to pay my respects to you in town. Mean time,
I am, with great respect, dear Sir,
Your faithful and affectionate humble servant,
WM. MORDEN.
LETTER XLVII
Mr. Belford, to Miss Howe
Thursday, Sept. 28.
MADAM,
I do myself the honour to send you by this, according to
my promise,
exalted friend.
These will be accompanied with other letters, particularly a copy of one from Mr. Lovelace, begun to be written on
the 14th, and continued down to the 18th.
Madam, the dreadful anguish that his spirits labour with, and
his deep remorse.
Mr. Lovelace sent for this letter back. I complied; but I fi rst
took a copy of it. As I have not told him that I have done so, you
will be pleased to forbear communicating of it to any body but
Mr. Hickman. That gentleman’s perusal of it will be the same
as if nobody but yourself saw it.
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copies of the posthumous letters written by your
26
You will see by it,
25
See Letter XXXVI. of this volume.
26
See Letter XXXVII. ibid.
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One of the letters of Colonel Morden, which I enclose,
you will observe, Madam, is only a copy.
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The true reason
for which, as I will ingenuously acknowledge, is, some free,
but respectful animadversions which the Colonel has made
upon your declining to carry into execution your part of your
dear friend’s last requests. I have therefore, in respect to that
worthy gentleman, (having a caution from him on that head,)
omitted those parts.
Will you allow me, Madam, however, to tell you, that I myself could not have believed that my inimitable testatrix’s own
Miss Howe would have been the most backward in performing such a part of her dear friend’s last will, as is entirely in her
own power to perform – especially, when that performance
would make one of the most deserving men in England happy;
and whom, I presume, she proposes to honour with her hand.
Excuse me, Madam, I have a most sincere veneration for
you; and would not disoblige you for the world.
I will not presume to make remarks on the letters I send
you; nor upon the informations I have to give you of the dreadful end of two unhappy wretches who were the greatest criminals in the affair of your adorable friend. These are the infamous Sinclair, and a person whom you have read of, no
doubt, in the letters of the charming innocent, by the name of
Captain Tomlinson.
The wretched woman died in the extremest tortures and
despondency: the man from wounds got in defending himself in carrying on a contraband trade; both accusing themselves, in their last hours, for the parts they had acted against
27
The preceding Letter.
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the most excellent of women, as of the crime that gave them
the deepest remorse.
Give me leave to say, Madam, that if your compassion be not
excited for the poor man who suffers so greatly from his own
anguish of mind, as you will observe by his letter he does; and
for the unhappy family, whose remorse, you will see by Colonel Morden’s, is so deep; your terror must. And yet I should not
wonder, if the just sense of the irreparable loss you have sustained hardens a heart against pity, which, on a less extraordinary occasion, would want its principal grace, if it were not
compassionate.
I am, Madam, with the greatest respect and gratitude, Your
most obliged and faithful humble servant, J. BELFORD.
LETTER XLVIII
Miss Howe, to John Belford, Esq.
Saturday, Sept. 30.
SIR,
I little thought I ever could have owed so much obligation to any man as you have laid me under. And yet what you
have sent me has almost broken my heart, and ruined my eyes.
I am surprised, though agreeably, that you have so soon,
and so well, got over that part of the trust you have engaged in,
which relates to the family.
It may be presumed, from the exits you mention of two of
the infernal man’s accomplices, that the thunderbolt will not
stop short of the principal. Indeed I have some pleasure to
think it seems rolling along towards the devoted head that
has plotted all the mischief. But let me, however, say, that although I think Mr. Morden not altogether in the wrong in his
reasons for resentment, as he is the dear creature’s kinsman
and trustee, yet I think you very much in the right in endeavouring to dissuade him from it, as you are her executor, and
act in pursuance of her earnest request.
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But what a letter is that of the infernal man’s! I cannot observe upon it. Neither can I, for very different reasons, upon
my dear creature’s posthumous letters; particularly on that to
him. O Mr. Belford! what numberless perfections died, when
my Clarissa drew her last breath!
If decency be observed in his letters, for I have not yet had
patience to read above two or three of them, (besides this horrid one, which I return to you enclosed,) I may some time hence
be curious to look, by their means, into the hearts of wretches,
which, though they must be the abhorrence of virtuous minds,
will, when they are laid open, (as I presume they are in them,)
afford a proper warning to those who read them, and teach
them to detest men of such profl igate characters.
If your reformation be sincere, you will not be offended
that I do not except you on this occasion. – And thus have
I helped you to a criterion to try yourself by.
By this letter of the wicked man it is apparent that there
are still wickeder women. But see what a guilty commerce
with the devils of your sex will bring those to whose morals
ye have ruined! – For these women were once innocent: it
was man that made them otherwise. The fi rst bad man, perhaps, threw them upon worse men; those upon still worse; till
they commenced devils incarnate – the height of wickedness
or of shame is not arrived at all at once, as I have somewhere
heard observed.
But this man, this monster rather, for him to curse these
women, and to curse the dear creature’s family (implacable as
the latter were,) in order to lighten a burden he voluntarily
took up, and groans under, is meanness added to wickedness:
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