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CLARISSA V
tences to the title of a gentleman; and who deserved to be even the public care.
He most severely censures himself for his false notions of honour to his friend, on this head; and recollects what the di­vine lady, as he calls her, said to him on this very subject, as related by himself in his letter to Lovelace No. XXI. Vol. VII., to which Lovelace also (both instigator and accuser) refers, and to his own regret and shame on the occasion. He distin­guishes, however, between an irreparable injury intended to a CLARISSA, and one designed to such of the sex, as contrib­ute by their weakness and indiscretion to their own fall, and thereby entitle themselves to a large share of the guilt which accompanies the crime.
He offers not, he says, to palliate or extenuate the crimes he himself has been guilty of: but laments, for Mr. Lovelace’s own sake, that he gives him, with so ludicrous and uncon­cerned an air, such solemn and useful lessons and warnings. Nevertheless, he resolves to make it his whole endeavour, he tells him, to render them effi cacious to himself: and should think himself but too happy, if he shall be enabled to set him such an example as may be a mean to bring about the refor­mation of a man so dear to him as he has always been, from the fi rst of their acquaintance; and who is capable of thinking so rightly and deeply; though at present to such little purpose, as make his very knowledge add to his condemnation.
LETTER XLIII
Mr. Belford, to Colonel Morden
Thursday, Sept. 21.
Give me leave, dear Sir, to address myself to you in a very serious and solemn manner, on a subject that I must not, can­not, dispense with; as I promised the divine lady that I would do every thing in my power to prevent that further mischief of which she was so very apprehensive.
I will not content myself with distant hints. It is with very great concern that I have just now heard of a declaration which you are said to have made to your relations at Harlowe­place, that you will not rest till you have avenged your cousin’s wrongs upon Mr. Lovelace.
Far be it from me to offer to defend the unhappy man, or even unduly to extenuate his crime! But yet I must say, that the family, by their persecutions of the dear lady at fi rst, and by their implacableness afterwards, ought, at least, to share the blame with him. There is even great reason to be­lieve, that a lady of such a religious turn, her virtue neither to be surprised nor corrupted, her will inviolate, would have got over a mere personal injury; especially as he would have done all that was in his power to repair it; and as, from the applica-
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tion of all his family in his favour, and other circumstances attending his sincere and voluntary offer, the lady might have condescended, with greater glory to herself, than if he had never offended.
When I have the pleasure of seeing you next, I will ac­quaint you, Sir, with all the circumstances of this melancholy story; from which you will see that Mr. Lovelace was extremely ill treated at fi rst, by the whole family, this admirable lady ex­cepted. This exception, I know, heightens his crime: but as his principal intention was but to try her virtue; and that he be­came so earnest a suppliant to her for marriage; and as he has suffered so deplorably in the loss of his reason, for not hav­ing it in his power to repair her wrongs; I presume to hope that much is to be pleaded against such a resolution as you are said to have made. I will read to you, at the same time, some passages from letters of his; two of which (one but this mo­ment received) will convince you that the unhappy man, who is but now recovering his intellects, needs no greater punish­ment than what he has from his own refl ections.
I have just now read over the copies of the dear lady’s post­humous letters. I send them all to you, except that directed for Mr. Lovelace; which I reserve till I have the pleasure of see­ing you. Let me entreat you to read once more that written to yourself; and that to her brother;
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which latter I now send
you; as they are in point to the present subject.
I think, Sir, they are unanswerable. Such, at least, is the ef­fect they have upon me, that I hope I shall never be provoked to draw my sword again in a private quarrel.
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See Letter XVI. of this volume.
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SAMUEL RICHARDSON
To the weight these must needs have upon you, let me add, that the unhappy man has given no new occasion of offence, since your visit to him at Lord M.“s, when you were so well sat­isfi ed of his intention to atone for his crimes, that you yourself urged to your dear cousin her forgiveness of him.
Let me also (though I presume to hope there is no need, when you coolly consider every thing) remind you of your own promise to your departing cousin; relying upon which, her last moments were the easier.
Refl ect, my dear Colonel Morden, that the highest injury was to her: her family all have a share in the cause: she forgives it: Why should we not endeavour to imitate what we admire?
You asked me, Sir, when in town, if a brave man could be a premeditatedly base one? – Generally speaking, I believe bravery and baseness are incompatible. But Mr. Lovelace’s character, in the instance before us, affords a proof of the truth of the common observation, that there is no general rule but has its exceptions: for England, I believe, as gallant a nation as it is deemed to be, has not in it a braver spirit than his; nor a man who has a greater skill at his weapons; nor more calmness with his skill.
I mention not this with a thought that it can affect Col. Morden; who, if he be not withheld by SUPERIOR MOTIVES, as well as infl uenced by those I have reminded him of, will tell me, that this skill, and this bravery, will make him the more worthy of being called upon by him.
To these SUPERIOR MOTIVES then I refer myself: and with the greater confi dence; as a pursuit ending in blood would not, at this time, have the plea lie for it with any body,
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which sudden passion might have with some: but would be construed by all to be a cool and deliberate act of revenge for an evil absolutely irretrievable: an act of which a brave and noble spirit (such as is the gentleman’s to whom I now write) is not capable.
Excuse me, Sir, for the sake of my executorial duty and promise, keeping in eye the dear lady’s personal injunctions, as well as written will, enforced by letters posthumous. Every article of which (solicitous as we both are to see it duly per­formed) she would have dispensed with, rather than farther mischief should happen on her account. I am, dear Sir,
Your affectionate and faithful friend, J. BELFORD.
LETTER XLIV
[This is the Posthumous Letter to Col. Morden,
Referred to in the Above.]
Superscribed,
TO MY BELOVED COUSIN WILLIAM MORDEN, ESQ. TO BE DELIVERED AFTER MY DEATH.
MY DEAREST COUSIN,
As it is uncertain, from my present weak state, whether, if living, I may be in a condition to receive as I ought the favour you intend me of a visit, when you come to London, I take this opportunity to return you, while able, the humble ac­knowledgments of a grateful heart, for all your goodness to me from childhood till now: and more particularly for your present kind interposition in my favour – God Almighty for ever bless you, dear Sir, for the kindness you endeavoured to procure for me!
One principal end of my writing to you, in this solemn manner, is, to beg of you, which I do with the utmost earnest­ness, that when you come to hear the particulars of my story,
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you will not suffer active resentment to take place in your gen­erous breast on my account.
Remember, my dear Cousin, that vengeance is God’s prov­ince, and he has undertaken to repay it; nor will you, I hope, invade that province: – especially as there is no necessity for you to attempt to vindicate my fame; since the offender him­self (before he is called upon) has stood forth, and offered to do me all the justice that you could have extorted from him, had I lived: and when your own person may be endangered by running an equal risque with a guilty man.
Duelling, Sir, I need not tell you, who have adorned a pub­lic character, is not only an usurpation of the Divine preroga­tive; but it is an insult upon magistracy and good government. ’Tis an impious act. ’Tis an attempt to take away a life that ought not to depend upon a private sword; an act, the consequence of which is to hurry a soul (all its sins upon its had) into perdi­tion; endangering that of the poor triumpher – since neither intend to give to the other that chance, as I may call it, for the Divine mercy, in an opportunity for repentance, which each presumes to hope for himself.
Seek not then, I beseech you, Sir, to aggravate my fault, by a pursuit of blood, which must necessarily be deemed a con­sequence of that fault. Give not the unhappy man the merit (were you assuredly to be the victor) of falling by your hand. At present he is the perfi dious, the ungrateful deceiver; but will not the forfeiture of his life, and the probable loss of his soul, be a dreadful expiation for having made me miserable for a few months only, and through that misery, by the Divine favour, happy to all eternity?
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SAMUEL RICHARDSON
In such a case, my Cousin, where shall the evil stop? – And who shall avenge on you? – And who on your avenger?
Let the poor man’s conscience, then, dear Sir, avenge me. He will one day fi nd punishment more than enough from that. Leave him to the chance of repentance. If the Almighty will give him time for it, who should you deny it him? – Let him still be the guilty aggressor; and let no one say, Clarissa Harlowe is now amply revenged in his fall; or, in the case of your’s, (which Heaven avert!) that her fault, instead of being buried in her grave, is perpetuated, and aggravated, by a loss far greater than that of herself.
Often, Sir, has the more guilty been the vanquisher of the less. An Earl of Shrewsbury, in the reign of Charles II. as I have read, endeavouring to revenge the greatest injury that man can do to man, met with his death at Barn-Elms, from the hand of the ignoble Duke who had vilely dishonoured him. Nor can it be thought an unequal dispensation, were it generally to happen that the usurper of the Divine prerogative should be punished for his presumption by the man whom he sought to destroy, and who, however previously criminal, is put, in this case, upon a necessary act of self-defence.
May Heaven protect you, Sir, in all your ways; and, once more, I pray, reward you for all your kindness to me! A kind­ness so worthy of your heart, and so exceedingly grateful to mine: that of seeking to make peace, and to reconcile parents to a once-beloved child; uncles to a niece late their favourite; and a brother and sister to a sister whom once they thought not unworthy of that tender relation. A kindness so greatly prefer­able to the vengeance of a murdering sword.
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Be a comforter, dear Sir, to my honoured parents, as you have been to me; and may we, through the Divine goodness to us both, meet in that blessed eternity, into which, as I humbly trust, I shall have entered when you will read this.
So prays, and to her latest hour will pray, my dear Cousin Morden, my friend, my guardian, but not my avenger – [dear Sir! remember that! – ]
Your ever-affectionate and obliged CLARISSA HAR­LOWE.
LETTER XLV
Colonel Morden, to John Belford, Esq.
Saturday, Sept. 23.
DEAR SIR,
I am very sorry that any thing you have heard I have said should give you uneasiness.
I am obliged to you for the letters you have communicat­ed to me; and still further for your promise to favour me with others occasionally.
All that relates to my dear cousin I shall be glad to see, be it from whom it will.
I leave to your own discretion, what may or may not be proper for Miss Howe to see from a pen so free as mine.
I admire her spirit. Were she a man, do you think, Sir, she, at this time, would have your advice to take upon such a subject as that upon which you write?
Fear not, however, that your communications shall put me upon any measures that otherwise I should not have tak­en. The wickedness, Sir, is of such a nature, as admits not of aggravation.
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