- •I knew from the look on my Grandmother's face when I ran up onto the front
- •I was sick to my stomach, wishing the last year had never happened,
- •I was frantic. There were no thoughts of arousal, no little fantasies
- •I threw back my head and wailed. "nnnnnnnnnooooooooooooooooooo, Daddy
- •I was crying softly, but I knew there was no point in arguing, so I
- •I shouted and tossed my hips and bucked my bottom and cried and counted
- •I was beyond shame. I hobbled into the dining room, thankful that at
- •Instead of taking her panties off, Anne moved away from Jeff and
- •I have a new dress. I just have to go!"
- •Infrequent, but also more severe and she was spanked with a ruler.
- •It would hurt to sit down the next day. As she rubbed her sore swolen
- •It had started out as a way to hang out at home and then go to the mall
- •In what is she doing home what should we do they ask each other as their
- •Is a nurse she can tell"" I have a plan you get her to leave and I’ll
- •If was good enough for the hospital it was good enough for her home.So
- •It happen?
- •Instead, hearing that I had been grounded, she began telling me a
- •It was two full days before Deborah apologized and during their tearful reunion Deborah unveiled her plan.
- •It was after prep that there was another knock on the door. "See who it is Nix," Deborah said wearily, "and ask them to go away."
- •Illustrations by George Jackson Churchward
- •It was neat having a Dad again, he was everything I hoped a dad would be. I
- •I hope you aren’t too upset.” Upset, was she kidding? No she wasn’t, there
- •I began my wondering all over again. “Would he spank me with Mom there?” I
- •I was crying. But he didn’t know why. He a tissue from a box on his desk and
- •It’s place. Smack, spank, slap. The sounds of his hand clapping against
- •I shook my head from side to side and gripped his leg and squeezed as tightly
- •I sighed and shook my head slowly.
- •I sighed.
- •I had been expecting something like that. A mother knows her daughter, and one of Cindy's real talents is her selective memory. I scowled, looking her dead in the eye.
- •I smiled up at her. Cindy's face was blank. She stared into my eyes for a moment, angry as could be, and then glanced away. She began unfastening her jeans.
- •I shook my head.
- •I applied another flurry, a bit harder, saying as I did so, "So, I see we're playing the old, 'You can't hurt my bottom game,' are we- Well, honey, the sad truth is I can...And I will!"
- •I pressed the bristles to her throbbing bottom. Aren't I incorrigible-
- •I found Cindy in her Backstreet Boys night shirt, standing beside the chair, which she had thoughtfully placed in the middle of her room. She was holding the hairbrush. I told you she is smart.
- •I peek back over my shoulder, only to see an angry woman leaning over me with her hairbrush poised in mid-air...
- •I reluctantly and slowly uncover my bottom again, and clutch my pillow in anticipation of what is coming.
- •Daughter Dearest
- •Into the principal's office, sat down next to Daria, and asked
- •Into Daria's bedroom. The teen had already removed her t-shirt
- •It with firms spanks. She placed her hand under one cheek and
- •If Suzanne had not been so angry, she would have laughed at the
- •I intend to make that up to you. Affection and protection, as
- •In the meantime, Suzanne was in the den talking to her
It was neat having a Dad again, he was everything I hoped a dad would be. I
got a lot of his attention, he was fun to be around and still firm with his
expectations. My grades improved and according to mom, my manners and
behavior were remarkably enhanced. I found it easier to take instructions
from him, where I would usually counter my Mom with objections when ever she
said something, I didn’t with Dad. ( It still thrilled me to call him Dad, it
sort or rolled off my tongue with pleasure.)
But something was missing. Mom was always the one to correct me and apply
heat to my bottom when it was deemed necessary. I was beginning to wonder if
my new Daddy cared about me enough to correct me and if necessary spank me.
If he didn’t that could only mean he didn’t love me and everything was just
an act. The thought was depressing. It made me sad when I thought about it
that way. I noticed too that he never introduced me as his daughter. When we
met someone he would say this is my wife Joan and Jenny. “How much could he
love me if he did that?” I wondered
But despite my doubts and concerns life went on. I still had Dad, I mean Mr.
Erickson for one class a day. It was fun having Dad teach my class, at least
it was, until I realized I couldn’t use the usual ‘The dog ate my homework’
excuses any more.
It mattered little to my mom that I was fourteen and my opinion, too old to
be spanked. Dad made several references when ever I got a bit mouthy that
made it clear he shared Mom’s view on the matter of discipline for fourteen
year old girls. When ever he said something I would pretend to take the
comment with out notice, but I noticed, oh boy did I ever notice. I would
feel my knees go weak and my tummy would knot up in anticipation of getting a
spanking from my tall handsome step Dad. But he didn’t spank me.
Alone later in my room I would fantasize about what another spanking from
him would be like. I wondered. “Would he put me across his knee?” My
favorite fantasy involved just that. “Would he bare my bottom?” I would
blush with pleasurable embarrassment at the thought. I knew a spanking from
him would hurt, I found myself surprised at the thought that I hoped it
would, otherwise I reasoned that would mean he didn’t care enough to make it
a real spanking. I had in my head that if he cared, he would do it right, and
that meant hard. I gulped and would rub my bottom as if I had just gotten a
spanking.
Almost a month after they had been married Dad was at a teacher’s conference
at the school one Saturday morning when Mom called to me to get up and do my
chores. I had gotten up long enough to make my bed then laid back down to go
back to sleep as the mood seemed to strike me. I didn’t answer and rolled
over on the bed. Fifteen minutes later she called again. Ten minutes went
by and she opened my door. “Jenny Linda Erickson get up now and do your
chores.” I had insisted on having my last name changed to Dad’s when Mom
did, it made me feel closer to him somehow. I ignored her. I heard her cross
the floor to my bed. “Go away” I said in a petulant whine.
I felt her hand on my arm pulling me, I pulled back breaking her grip. I
rolled onto my side and opened my eyes. I didn’t like what I saw. She was
standing there with a really pissed look on her face and worse, her right
hand held the paddle. The paddle as it’s simply referred to in our house is
really an old hair brush that has warmed disobedient fannies in our family
for years, mostly mine I expect.
I pulled away again, sliding across the bed, sitting up straight I said.
“I’ll get up, quit bothering me, damn it.” If there had been a chance to
escape a spanking I threw it away with that comment and as soon as it was out
of my mouth I knew it. She reached over and took my wrist pulling me across
the bed and onto my feet. I resisted and pulled against her grip. “Jenny,
stop struggling.” She ordered. I didn’t, I pulled and struggled until I was
across her lap. Once her left arm clamped on my back I ceased my resistance,
it was over and I knew escape was impossible. Any more contest on my part
would only make what was coming worse. She was sitting at an angle on the
end of the bed with one leg over my left leg and my upper body on the bed.
She tugged down my PJ bottoms to the middle of my thighs exposing her
immediate work area. I felt the cool morning air on my freshly exposed tail.
I glanced over my shoulder as she held the paddle in her right hand and was
rolling up the right hand sleeve of her blouse with her other hand. I almost
burst into tears, I knew she only did this when she was about to really
blister me.
“Mom” I offered in a pleading voice, now sorry I hadn’t gotten up. She
didn’t answer and I hadn’t really expected her to. I buried my head into the
bed and gripped the bed spread tight intertwining it in my fingers. I felt
the paddle pat my bottom as she confirmed her aim and the target.
WHAP, The sound seemed dull in the room, WHAP, SMACK, The sting built
quickly as the worn smooth hair brush smacked against my bottom. I yelped my
protests into the bed. Mom knew full well how to apply the paddle. SMACK,
SWAT, SMACK. She was a quick spanker the swats came faster than I could
count. SWAT, SLAP, “OOOoooOO” I cried raising my head to let out a wail of
protest.
SMACK, SWAT, SPANK, SLAP, My free leg kicked as I struggled to get away. I
could feel my pajama bottoms sliding down my legs, some how that hardly
seemed important as the paddle burned my rear. WHAP, SLAP, SMACK “Ooooooooo
Mommiieeeee” I wailed. “Iiii SSSssssoorrrrryyyy” WHAP, SMACK, SLAP.
My head bounced off the soft bed with each impact of the paddle on my flaming
hiney. I sensed rather than felt my PJ bottoms slide off my ankles onto the
floor. WHAP, SMACK, SWAT. “OOOOOooooo” SWAT, SMACK, SPANK. Mom then
slide me forward on the bed and stood up. She gave me a small pat on the
back and said “I love you dear.” And with that she was gone and I was left to
cry and pull my bottoms back up, as I struggled to regain my composure.
That evening at dinner Mom related to Dad the events of the morning and my
refusal to get up when called. He arched his dark eyebrows and looked at me
as she spoke. I cringed in shame and tried to slide lower in my chair, to no
avail. When Mom was through spinning the story, made a tad too dramatic for
my taste, Dad looked at me and spoke. “Jenny, you’re lucky I wasn’t here.”
That’s all he said. I was left to wonder what would happen if he had been
there. I shifted on the hard chair still feeling the tingle on my bottom from
Mom’s paddle.
Later in my room I wondered again what would have happened if it had been Dad
instead of Mom. I knew I wouldn’t have had the nerve to struggle and try to
escape. Indeed as I thought about it I was puzzled why had I tried to get
away? I always took my spankings like a ‘big girl’ even when I was little, I
obediently did as instructed, bared my bottom and lay across Mom’s lap just
as I was told. This was the first time I had resisted a spanking.
After I undressed I went to my mirror and with my back to it, turned my head
and examined my bottom. I could still see some slight splotches of color from
the paddle. I rubbed and the revived the sting. “Would Dad have used the
paddle?” I pondered. I sort of hoped not, I considered a paddle too
impersonal. “If he loved me he would use his hand and not mind if it stung
his hand a bit, he would be willing to do that if he cared” Or so my
reasoning went. “Would I cry when he spanked me?” I smiled at that, I would
cry, I had no doubt of that.
With a final rub of my tush I slipped into my thin green silk pajamas ready
to go to bed when I heard Dad call my name. I went to my door, opened it and
answered. He called back from downstairs. “Jenn, come down here please, your
Mother and I want to talk to you.” “Oh, no” I thought I’m in trouble. I went
down to the living room and sat on the sofa across from them. Dad spoke
first. “Jenny, your Mother and I have decided that from now on I’ll be
handling the punishments.” I looked at both of them in turn. They looked very
certain in the new rules of the house. Dad continued. “That means if you do
something that deserves a spanking I’ll be the one administering it.” Mom
looked at me with a sympathetic expression. “ I know you’re disappointed
dear, but we think it’s best. you’re just getting too big for me to control.