- •I’m definitely blushing now from his compliment. “Fittie,” that’s like extreme hotness. I never think of myself that way. He must be a playa or something.
- •I go rigid when I hear echoing undertones in Reed’s voice. The student immediately leaves without a word. Reed’s green eyes shift back to mine as if nothing out of the ordinary has happened.
- •I can almost believe that he’s teasing me; if that isn’t the most ridiculous notion I have had thus far. “I just knew I was going to regret that question,” I mumble as I blush.
- •I stare at him in utter amazement. “Ha, ha, you’re funny, Russell. You know who I am,” I say, but I see by the look on his face that he is confused now.
- •I stare at it breathlessly before I find my voice to ask, “Russell, your necklace…” I want to reach out and touch it, but my hands are shaking, so I put them in my lap to hide them.
- •I see him smile for a second until he reads the serious look on my face, then his smile falters. “Ya do wut?”
- •I squeeze his hand lightly and reply, ““He’s more of a techie than a sportsman.”
- •I shrug, and say with a small smile, “Megan totally fell for it, too. It was worth the stink eye she gave me.”
- •I recognize it immediately as an ip address. “You got it! I knew you wouldn’t let me down,” I say proudly, reaching over and giving him a soft tap on the shoulder.
- •I could spot Reed from a mile away, even with his helmet and face guard on. It is the stealthy, predatory way he moves that completely gives him away.
- •I ignore his confidence in the fact that my knee is going to all but fix itself shortly. “Wouldn’t that be off the hook?” I mutter, and take another sip of cognac.
- •I frown at him while I nod.
- •I hesitate before saying, “But you haven’t done it yet, so one can only assume that you may have envisioned a scenario in which eliminating me is not advantageous?”
- •I turn to see my new professor hailing me back into the classroom. I walk back in slowly, unsure of why Mr. MacKinnon is singling me out. “Yes?” I ask.
- •I look away from him, replying sarcastically, “Well, you can tell jt and Pete for me that the next time they hold a knitting bee and gossip circle, I could use a new sweater!”
- •I give him a funny look, then explain, “Your vitals—your email and all of the websites you think you need to sweep,” I say, smiling at his anti-geek question.
- •I program my number in Freddie’s cell, and then giving it back to him, I look at Russell. “I was going to tell you,” I lie to Russell.
- •I take a huge bite of oatmeal and chew it demonstratively, “Mmmm…oatmeal…my favorite.”
- •It takes me several breaths to answer him because I have never seen him smile like that—it’s intoxicating, especially because I never thought he would smile like that at me.
- •I don’t look at him, but hold the stick tighter. “Because I need it,” I reply evasively.
- •It’s probably nothing to him if I get hurt. I mean, why would he care?
- •I rest my hand on his chest, before cautiously peeking around him. Coffee grounds litter the floor by the coffee maker. “Coffee?” I whisper.
- •I’m not disappointed; it is extremely dreadful to me when he says, “Destroying evil. Fighting the legions of the Fallen damned. I’m a soldier, Evie, an assassin…I told you that.”
- •I stir uneasily to see his face, asking, “But if protecting me will be dangerous for you, why would you take on that responsibility?” He’s crazy to get involved with me.
- •I sigh. “I mean, what are they like when you’re not fighting?” I probe, hoping to get a glimpse into his world.
- •It would’ve been much nicer to hear him say he was ecstatic that I exist, so I try to ignore his comment and ask, “So I can’t tell anyone?”
- •I sigh, “Do you want to come with me?”
- •I set my plate on the table next to Reed’s as he pulls my chair out for me. “Better?” he asks when I am seated.
- •I think for a second, and then say in disappointment, “Oh, yeah, I get that I’m a frustrating creature.”
- •I give a little shrug, “You probably would’ve made the second half, but the Kappas had to forfeit—it was a shut out,” I reply, grateful that there’ll be no second half.
- •I nod, feeling a lump forming in my throat. “So, are you saying that it probably thought that I was one of them—an evil spawn released on the world to destroy it?”
- •I think I really touched a nerve in Reed because he seems to want to say something else as his eyes argue with mine, but after a few seconds, he nods while he says, “Of course. Goodnight, Genevieve.”
- •I try to smile back at Owen, but I hear two sets of growls, one from Reed and the other from Russell. “Thank you, Owen,” I reply, but I’m on edge now, waiting for the next shot to be fired at me.
- •I almost smile, because as I glance around the table, everyone here looks to be feeling completely awkward. Everyone, that is, with the exception of Reed; he’s cool and removed from all of this.
- •I am about to leave but he holds my arm and says, “You should be with Russell.”
- •I let out a breath like he has punched me in the stomach. Holy Freaking Crap! He’s an angel! Don’t freak out—ask him his name, like you’re interested—buy time, I think.
- •I try desperately to reason with Russell again, “We have to help Reed!”
- •I stop kissing him. Straightening, I search his stormy-green eyes again. “But that’s cruel,” I murmur warily.
- •I take a step back from Reed, frowning at him because he knows his voice doesn’t work on me. “Reed…” I say, holding my ears, trying to get the ringing to stop.
- •I don’t get a chance to finish, because he is up rushing around again. “No, we go tonight,” he says as he continues to pack my things.
- •I frown. “Oh…” I breathe, trailing off.
- •I cringe. “I’m only half human,” I correct him softly.
- •I am startled by the angel’s soft, deadly tone as he says, “No, I think I will stay. Something very interesting just walked in.”
- •I shake my head. “I never met my father. I didn’t know that he was an angel until recently,” I reply.
- •I don’t even want to talk about their color, I think.
- •I swear, if he keeps doing that I might purr like a kitten. Don’t think about that right now, just concentrate!
- •Intense frustration shoots through me then as I open my eyes. “Why are you stopping?” I demand breathlessly, searching his face, which looks a bit too smug for my liking.
- •I pull Russell over to the sofa. Sitting down in the middle of it, I make Russell sit next to me. “Did they realize that you were watching them?” I ask him pointedly.
- •I’m not doing this well! He doesn’t understand. I have to do something, but what? I think in desperation.
- •I stop smiling when Reed says, “Evie, we really do have to leave Crestwood now. This place is going to be crawling with curious angels.”
- •In the morning, I awake to sun streaming in the windows of Reed’s guest bedroom. Reed is next to me when I open my eyes.
- •I interrupt him. “Why would my soul give you redemption? How do you know that it’s not evil and would bar you from your Paradise?” I ask him searchingly.
- •I wince at his words. “Purify it? How?” I ask him urgently.
- •I rest my hand on his arm pleadingly. “You don’t want to do this, Freddie.” I say, trying to reason with him. “You and Russell are friends. Russell loves you, I know it,” I beg.
- •I sniffle. “So…Russell’s alive?” I ask.
- •I shake my head. “No, not yet. I don’t want anyone but you right now,” I whisper honestly. “Is he okay?” I ask as Reed tucks the blankets back around me.
- •I sigh tiredly, rubbing my forehead. “Ugh, there is so much to do. I don’t even know where my books are,” I say unhappily. “I have to do well or I’ll lose my scholarship.”
- •I can feel my face paling. “Russell, Alfred is still out there. He still wants my soul, so you aren’t safe until we get him,” I say with urgency.
- •Intuition: The Premonition Series
- •I give Buns a skeptical look. I doubt that any of them would ever think I’m darling. “Pampering is for wimps,” I say, trying to make light of it all.
- •I look over at Reed and see him frowning. “Buns, can you find something else…something a little more feasible…tactically?” he asks.
I frown. “Oh…” I breathe, trailing off.
Reed’s eyebrow arches. “Oh?” he asks.
“You have been protecting me without my knowing it?” I ask with my heart thumping harder.
“You have become my most important mission, Evie. Protecting you is all I want to do; everything else is minor in comparison,” he murmurs, like a confession.
“Urn…okay,” I breathe.
“Okay?” he asks, hopefully. “You are okay with me protecting you?”
“I have let you protect me, Reed,” I reply in confusion.
Reed tries to suppress a frown. “No, you said I couldn’t be your bodyguard anymore.”
“What about formal?” I ask.
“You only asked me to ‘chaperone’ you,” he counters.
“I’d call what you did to Sebastian a little more than chaperoning,” I reply with a shiver. “So you’ve been watching me without me knowing you were there?” I ask, not sure how I feel about that.
“Yes…I’ve been waiting far too long for someone like you to just let something harm you,” he replies.
“Someone like me?” I ask him as my heart beats furiously.
“A light that moves me…a hand I long to hold…”
“Oh,” I reply, feeling completely happy.
“Oh?” he asks.
“So…you want your old job back?” I ask him shyly.
“I never allowed you to fire me,” he replies in a sexy smile. “What are you doing today?”
“Ugh, I have class. I can’t blow it off either, since I’ve done enough of that,” I say. “What about you?”
His eyes soften and become almost shiny. “I have a surprise for you, but it’s not ready yet, so you will have to wait until tonight,” he says. “You are planning to go to the costume party, right?” he asks, already knowing my plans.
My eyes narrow a little as I sigh, “Yeah, I’m supposed to go with Brownie and Buns. We have to show the Delts their last clue to finding their composite.”
“I will meet you at the party tonight,” Reed states definitively.
“I won’t see you until tonight?” I ask him in disappointment.
Reed’s hand comes up to cup my cheek, and then he slowly brushes his lips against mine. When he pulls away to gaze into my eyes, he says, “It will be worth it, I promise. You will like your surprise,” he smiles.
“What is it?” I ask him in a daze from his kiss.
“It’s a surprise, remember?” he asks in amusement.
“Okay,” I smile, too. “But, this better be good, because I’m giving up a whole day with you.”
“It will be worth it. I promise,” he murmurs against my lips, before kissing me gently again.
Rising from my side, Reed asks me to go over my plans for the day again. He is coming across as a little nervous, like he is afraid I’m going to do something dangerous or reckless before he sees me again. I assure him that I am only planning on going to my classes, and then to the costume party at the Delt house tonight.
Leaning down, Reed kisses me goodbye. “I will see you tonight,” he says with a sexy smile. As he straightens, his dark wings unfold from his back, spreading out around him like a mantle.
“Tonight,” I agree breathlessly, before Reed goes to the window and disappears from sight.
I get ready for class quickly after that, putting on Russell’s necklace so that I won’t lose it. I head to Saga for breakfast and find Freddie at our table.
His eyes are animated, so I quirk my brow, asking, “What’s up?”
“Happy Birthday, Evie!” Freddie says, grinning at me. “How does it feel to finally be considered an adult? You can vote now,” he beams at me, taking a sip of his juice.
“Is today the thirtieth? October thirtieth?” I ask incredulously.
“Uh huh…you didn’t know it was your birthday today?” he frowns.
I rub my forehead anxiously. “It must’ve slipped my mind. How did you know it was my birthday?” I eye him suspiciously; I can’t ever remember telling him the date.
Freddie sighs at me and says, “Freshman Directory, it was in your bio. Dude, I’ve never heard of anyone forgetting her own birthday before, especially a chick. You’re really sketchy, Evie.”
My eyes roll playfully. “Thanks, Freddie. You’re so sweet to get me just what I always wanted for my birthday: insults and a hard time,” I reply.
“I was going to tell you how shady it is to be born on devil’s night, but now that I’ve already given you enough grief, I’ll just give you your present. So, here you go,” Freddie says, placing a beautifully gift-wrapped box in front of me.
My eyes widen. “Freddie…you never cease to amaze me with your kindness,” I say honestly, staring at the package. “Why did you do this?”
Freddie’s brow wrinkles. “Because you’re my friend. Open it, Evie,” he says, smiling.
I pull the ribbon and paper off to find a polished wooden box, encrusted with dragonflies. “Oh, Freddie, this is beautiful. Where did you get it?”
“An antique store—this area is littered with them. But, that’s just the box, Evie. You have to open it,” Freddie says excitedly, and I hardly know what to do because this gift looks terribly expensive.
My eyes meet his blue ones as I say, “Freddie…you didn’t have to do this…”
He rolls his eyes. “Would you just open it? I got a really good deal on it—I’m very practiced at negotiations,” he says, winking at me.
“Okay…” I reply, before opening the box.
Inside the box is a round silver compact with an etched dragonfly on the lid. Three inset opals make up the torso of a dragonfly’s body. The ornate wings of the insect are incised into the silver lid of the compact. Running my fingertips over its cold surface, I trace the delicately carved lines of the wings. Looking up, I smile at Freddie, before opening the lid of the compact. Inside is a small mirror.
“Freddie,” I breathe his name reverently, “I’ve never had something so beautiful in my life. Thank you.” I close it with a snap and run my fingers lightly over the silvery surface again, feeling the coolness of each opal beneath my fingertips.
“It is a shame if my gift really is the prettiest that you have ever received,” Freddie says to himself, but since I have really good hearing now, I hear every word.
“Hey, what’d I miss?” Russell asks before sitting down on my other side with his tray of food.
“I gave Evie her birthday gift,” Freddie says, and I hold up the compact for Russell to see.
“Very pretty,” Russell says, smiling at me. He isn’t surprised, so he must know it’s my birthday, too.
“Happy Birthday, Red,” Russell says, pulling a small, unwrapped cardboard-box from his bag and placing it on the table in front of me. “I can’t wrap to save my life, sorry,” Russell adds sheepishly.
I frown and look from him to Freddie and back again. “Russell…I don’t need gifts,” I say.
“Yeah, ya do. Yer a girl—it’s like genetic or somethin’,” Russell says with a grin as he pushes it nearer to me.
I reluctantly open the box. Under the tissue paper, I find a silver bracelet with a small, metal pendant attached to it. Examining the pendant, it is a silver medal of St. Jude Thaddeus.
Quirking my brow at Russell, he smiles at me, saying, “It’s St. Jude. He’s the patron saint of desperate situations. I thought he might come in handy.”
His smile is warm, but I see something else in Russell’s eye… fear. He’s afraid for me.
Holding the bracelet out for him to take, I ask, “Will you put it on me?”
His fingers brush my palm as he picks up the bracelet. Holding my wrist nearer to him, he fastens the clasp. I jiggle my wrist so that the pendant rests on top.
My eyes cloud as I murmur, “Thank you, Russell.”
“I sincerely hope ya don’t need it, Red,” Russell says quietly, but we both know that it is more likely that I will.
I imagine him thinking about Sebastian and the minivan when he was picking out my birthday present. It occurs to me then that my life hardly resembles what it had been on my last birthday. It has become almost unrecognizable to me when I see it in those terms. Will it always be like this? Will a pendant be enough protection to see me through to the next birthday? Will Russell be there with me? I wonder.
Looking back at Russell, worry etches in his face. I smile reassuringly at him. “I have your necklace, Russell,” I say, reaching up to unclasp it from my neck. Handing it to him, he put it on. Remembering the pendants covered in blood, I shiver.
“Thanks,” Russell says, examining the clasp for damage. “I wonder how I lost it? It looks fine…must’ve just slipped off. Are ya cold?” Russell asks in concern when he sees me rub my arms to dispel the goose bumps.
“I’m okay. What are you guys doing tonight? Are you still going to the Delt costume party?” I ask, hoping they are. I need to stay as close to Russell as I can from now on.
“Yeah, I got invited to the party, since the Delts still seem to be interested in me as a pledge for next semester. Freddie said he’d come with me,” Russell replies, and I see the look that Freddie and Russell exchange. They’re coming to babysit me and I’m going to babysit Russell.
“Well, you two make a nice couple,” I say, trying to bring some levity to this birthday party. Freddie throws his balled up napkin at me while Russell just laughs.
“I’ve got to run. I’ll see you guys tonight. Thank you for my present, Freddie.” I say, leaning over and pecking him on the cheek. “And thank you for my present, Russell,” I say, but when I would’ve kissed him on the cheek, Russell turns his head fast at the last second, so I end up kissing him on the lips.
“Yer very, very, welcome,” Russell says smoothly, grinning at me with his dimples exposed.
“Russell!” I say in exasperation, and I hear him chuckling as I walk away.
Dead people! I think, while a cold shiver slips through me. I move entirely too close to Buns as we walk together to the Delt house. She finally just links arms with me to keep me from bumping into her every few feet.
“Sweetie, are you okay?” Buns asks as I sidestep another apparition in my path: a deceased middle-aged man in a hospital gown that seriously needs to have the back fastened more securely, since he is representing a really bad image of eternity. The next soul, however, is much worse. He is a young man who appears to have only recently died, based on his clothing. Judging by the way half of his face is scraped off, I’m guessing his motorcycle is buried next to him.
“Your wings are getting tangled in mine. Hold still, I’ll unhook them,” Buns groans.
I wait anxiously next to her as she unhinges the wing of her costume from the wing of my costume. Brownie is just ahead of us on the sidewalk, next to the pasty old lady soul with her just-as-dead cat. The cat is taking an interest in the lavender-color wings of Brownie’s angel costume, gazing at her feathers as if it would like nothing better than to spring at them.
Buns, Brownie, and I, along with their entire sorority house, have dressed up as those runway models that do the lingerie show attired as angels. I’m wearing a white camisole over a lacy push up bra. Along with an exceedingly short skirt and pink angel wings, my outfit is my way of being tongue-n-cheek about what I am. Too bad only Reed will get it. I had been fairly excited for this party, knowing that Reed will be here, but now the dead people are ruining it. They are literally everywhere. It’s like the cemetery is open and the ghosts are taking a holiday.
“I think I have our wings untangled. There, sweetie, that’s better,” Buns adds, brushing a stray piece of hair back from my brow.
She clips it back, using one of the golden butterfly clips that she and Brownie gave me for my birthday. She arranged all four of the golden clips artfully in my hair before we left the dorm this evening. “You look sexy, sweetie,” she says, smiling at me.
“Thanks, so do you,” I reply. “And thanks again for the butterflies. They’re so beautiful. They remind me of the Golden Goose,” I add, because they’re the same color as her car.
“You’re welcome again, sweetie. Brownie spotted them when we were out shopping, and we agreed that they were meant for you,” she smiles, leading me again towards the Delt party while I try not to walk through anybody disgustingly dead.
When we arrive at the Delt house, it is awash with scantily clad sorority angels. JT and Pete spot us as we walk up to the wooden deck of the house. JT is dressed as that really freaky guy from that slasher movie, wearing a mask and carrying a fake chainsaw that makes an authentic mechanized noise. As we approach him, JT waves the chainsaw menacingly; it’s buzz saw-like noise carves the air. Immediately, a sharp pain etches across my back, and a twitching sensation follows as adrenaline courses through my body. Anxiously, I look over my shoulder, thinking I snagged my costume on something, but I can’t see anything wrong.
Taking his mask off, JT grins at us, “We found the composite!” he notifies us. “Whose idea was it to hang it on the other side of the lingerie angel poster in our storage closet?” he asks, looking at all of us in turn.
“That was Evie’s idea,” Brownie replies, “she said it would be easier to try to hide the composite in plain sight than to try to take it somewhere and hide it. That way, a crime was never really committed, since we just moved the composite, rather than stealing it from the house. We were able to be honest with the Dean when we told him we didn’t take the composite, and we knew that none of you would take the poster down, not with angels in lingerie on it,” Brownie says, beaming at me.
“That’s sick, Evie. You’re wicked,” JT says appreciatively, saluting me with his beer bottle.
Feeling my back twitch again, I reply distractedly, “JT, I think it was Nietzsche who said ‘Gaze into the abyss, and the abyss gazes into you.’”
JT roars with laughter, and I think that Pete enjoys my comment, too, but I can’t quite tell because he is wearing an old, white hockey goalie mask, so I can’t see his face.
“Come on, Evie, let’s get you a drink,” JT says, still laughing as he leads us in the door.
We find several coolers of beer set up in the billiard room, and when we walk in, we receive cheers from the room of frat boys. Taking our bows, we are each handed a beer from the cooler. As the girls talk to Remy, I glance around and notice Will in the corner of the room, watching me. Holding my breath, I freeze as he nears me, his ghostly image raising the goose bumps on my arm.
Feeling myself growing pale, I whisper to Will, “What do you want?” before I face a composite on the wall, so no one will see me talking to myself.
“Reed spoke to me about you. He asked me to keep an eye on you if I saw you around campus. I’ve been looking for him— came here to warn him. Word is out about you in my community. The dead know that there is a human here what can see them, so they’ve come to enlist your services, ma’am,” he says grimly, not looking at me as he speaks, but constantly scanning the room as if making sure that no one observes us.