- •Joe Pitt 2 - No Dominion
- •I look him up and down.
- •I turn to Terry.
- •I fiddle with my Zippo, snap it open and closed.
- •I look at Phil. He glances at the bar, cataloging the bottles on the top shelf.
- •I hand the waitress some cash.
- •I smile.
- •I put two of the specials in front of Phil.
- •I stand up and dig the last of my cash out of my pocket. After the drinks here and Niagara and the twenty for the doorman, there's about forty left. I drop it in front of him.
- •I try to touch her hand, but she moves it. She stares at the band, holding the smoldering cigarette unsmoked.
- •I set my half full coffee cup on the floor at my feet.
- •I hang on the line while she doesn't say anything. I hear a clicking sound, like maybe she's flicking her thumbnail against her front teeth. The sound stops.
- •I watch his eyes, trying to see if he's playing me. They're unreadable; black stones sunk deep in dark wells.
- •I start for the stairs.
- •I wipe the blood out of my eyes with the back of my hand.
- •I look at Timberlands.
- •I walk through followed by Digga, Timberlands, and the rhinos. The door swings shut behind us and we start down a stairwell.
- •I shake my head.
- •I stand up and move the chair back to the table.
- •I take the blankets and spread them on the couch.
- •I put it on the table.
- •I look behind us to the east, where the sun will soon be rising.
- •I look up at the old, well maintained buildings illuminated by ornamental street lamps and security lights.
- •I put it on, take my Zippo from the pocket and use it to light one of Percy's Pall Malls.
- •I climb.
- •I shut up and let them do it their way.
- •I scratch my balls.
- •I dress. I look at the ruined collar. I remember the day Evie gave me the jacket. It was my birthday. The day she thinks is my birthday, anyway. I look at the old lady and put the jacket back on.
- •Vandewater moves to the edge of the plastic, standing over the boys who kneel on either side of the Hispanic kid.
- •Vandewater looks at me.
- •Vandewater steps out of their way.
- •I shake my head.
- •Vandewater turns back to me.
- •I look at her.
- •I bring up the machine pistol.
- •I look.
- •I don't say anything. I don't really have to. Because he's right, that's some shit hitting the fan pretty damn hard.
- •I take it, set it down.
- •I think about it. And it scares me.
- •I point at his nose.
- •I light a cigarette of my own.
- •I finish my beer.
- •I take a drag, having witnessed what being sincere got Tom.
- •I grind some sleep from my eyes.
- •I point at his syringe.
- •I look at him.
- •I pull her face back to mine.
I stand up and move the chair back to the table.
Percy gathers up the newspaper, careful not to drop hair clippings on the linoleum.
--Yeah, he sneaky.
He stuffs the paper in a garbage pail under the sink.
--But he sure as shit did not kill Luther.
He comes back to the table and lights up.
--Luther done that to his own damn self.
He looks at the clock above the stove.
--Let's go see 'bout makin' you a place to sleep.
We're in the parlor. I help Percy tuck a sheet into place on the couch.
--Why?
He pins one end of a pillow under his chin and works a pillowcase around it.
--Why what?
--Why'd Luther kill himself?
--Don't know.
He drops the pillow on the couch.
--Tired of livin', I guess.
He goes to the closet and pulls down two musty afghans.
--Know how that is, don't ya?
I take the blankets and spread them on the couch.
--Not yet.
--That so? Don't get tired of life yo ownself?
He sits on the old recliner that faces the TV. I accept the cigarette he holds out to me.
--Yeah, I guess sometimes I do.
--Sure you do. Me, I feel that way most all the time now.
We light up.
Percy touches the remote. The TV blips on. He flips a couple channels, then turns it off. I lean over and knock some ash into the tray resting on the arm of his chair.
--How'd he do it?
--Like they say, stabbed hisself in the eyes.
--How'd he manage that?
He looks at me.
--Ever meet the X?
--Nope.
--Man had willpower.
--Why you think he did it that way?
He pulls the lever on the side of his chair and it tilts back until he's looking at the ceiling, blowing smoke at the fixture above his head.
--Didn't like what he saw no more. Didn't like what he saw comin'.
He talks to the ceiling.
--See, back when that picture was taken, we had us a time. Had us a fight. All this up here was Coalition. Till the X. He made it happen. Revelation. Revolution. Once that was done, once we was our own masters, things still wasn't easy. No more of that Coalition welfare blood comin' in. Had to work, find new ways to keep people fed. Had to integrate the brothas and sistas with the Latinos. Havin' the revolution, that was just the start. But we got there, the X made damn sure we got there. An' for awhile then, things was easy. People start forgettin', don't remember what the cost was. Got people like Papa sayin' it time for a change. Sayin' Luther had his time, now we stable, now we at peace, now we start communicatin' with the Coalition again. Time to let bygones be bygones. War was war, but now we got prosperity. Hook up with the Coalition and it be even more prosperous. Bull. Shit. They just comfortable. Want to be more comfortable. Ask me, Papa's on the Coalition tip. Ask me, that spook Dexter Predo whisperin' in his ear.
Saying Predo's name, he turns his head and spits at the floor.
--So maybe Luther looked at all this. Saw his people getting fat, saw his old friend gunnin' for him, saw another fight on the way, maybe he saw all that, and he decided he didn't want to see no more. Maybe he said to hisself, Time to go out. Go out on my terms. Go out and maybe leave a little gift behind, something my boy Digga, my smart boy Digga, can turn to his hand. So maybe that why he did it that way, the hard way. Man's got daggers in his eyes, ain't no way no one gonna say he did it hisself. Somethin' like that, it like to cause an outrage when Digga stand up an' say, Coalition did it! White devils assassinated our king! That a rivetin' image: a king with knives in his eyes. That rallied the troops alright.
He picks up the ashtray and hands it to me.
--Put that on that table there.