It was a very nice apartment; at twenty-four hundred a month it should've been even nicer.

The furnishings were adequate. We were proud of where we lived--right address,

beautiful rowhouse, swanky neighborhood--but we spent so little time there. And we

seldom entertained. Moving would be an adjustment, but we could endure it.

We had always been open about our finances; nothing was hidden. She knew we had

around fifty-one thousand dollars in mutual funds, and twelve thousand in the checking

account. I was amazed at how little we'd saved in six years of marriage. When you're on

the fast track at a big firm, the money seems endless.

"I guess we'll have to make adjustments, won't we?" she said, staring coldly at me. The

word "adjustments" was dripping with connotations. "I suppose so."

"I'm tired," she said. She drained her glass, and went to the bedroom.

How pathetic, I thought. We couldn't even muster enough rancor to have a decent fight.

Of course, I fully realized my new status in life. I was a wonderful story--ambitious

young lawyer transformed into an advocate for the poor; turns back on blue-chip firm to

work for nothing. Even though she thought I was losing my mind, Claire had found it

hard to criticize a saint.

I put a log on the fire, fixed another drink, and slept on the sofa.

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Thirteen

The partners had a private dining room on the eighth floor, and it was supposed to be an

honor for an associate to eat there. Rudolph was the sort of klutz who would think that a bowl of Irish oatmeal at 7 A.M. in their special room would help return me to my senses.

How could I turn my back on a future filled with power breakfasts?

He had exciting news. He'd spoken with Arthur late the night before and there was in the

works a proposal to grant me a twelve-month sabbatical. The firm would supplement

whatever salary the clinic paid. It was a worthy cause, they should do more to protect the

rights of the poor. I would be treated as the firm's designated pro bono boy for an entire

year, and they could all feel good about themselves. I would return with my batteries

recharged, my other interests quelled, my talents once again directed to the glory of

Drake & Sweeney.

I was impressed and touched by the idea, and I could not simply dismiss it. I promised

him I would think about it, and quickly. He cautioned that it would have to be approved

by the executive committee since I was not a partner. The firm had never considered such

a leave for an associate.

Rudolph was desperate for me to stay, and it had little to do with friendship. Our antitrust

division was logjammed with work, and we needed at least two more senior associates

with my experience. It was a terrible time for me to leave, but I didn't care. The firm had

eight hundred lawyers. They would find the bodies they needed.

The year before I had billed just under seven hundred fifty thousand dollars. That was

why I was eating breakfast in their fancy little room, and listening to their urgent plans to

keep me. It also made sense to take my annual salary, throw it at the homeless or any

charity I wished, for that matter, then entice me back after one year.

Once he finished with the idea of the sabbatical, we proceeded to review the most

pressing matters in my office. We were listing things to do when Braden Chance sat at a

table not far from ours. He didn't see me at first. There were a dozen or so partners eating,

most alone, most deep in the morning papers. I tried to ignore him, but I finally looked

over and caught him glaring at me.

"Good morning, Braden," I said loudly, startling him and causing Rudolph to jerk around

to see who it was. Chance nodded, said nothing, and suddenly became involved with

some toast. "You know him?" Rudolph asked, under his breath. "We've met," I said.

During our brief encounter in his office, Chance had demanded the name of my

supervising partner. I'd given him Rudolph's name. It was obvious he had not lodged any

complaints.

"An ass," Rudolph said, barely audible. It was unanimous. He flipped a page,

immediately forgot about Chance, and plowed ahead. There was a lot of unfinished work

in my office.

I found myself thinking of Chance and the eviction file. He had a soft look, with pale skin,

delicate features, a fragile manner. I could not imagine him in the streets, examining

abandoned warehouses filled with squatters, actually getting his hands dirty to make sure his work was thorough. Of course he never did that; he had paralegals. Chance sat at his

desk and supervised the paperwork, billing several hundred an hour while the Hector

Palmas of the firm took care of the nasty details. Chance had lunch and played golf with

the executives of RiverOaks; that was his role as a partner.

He probably didn't know the names of the people evicted from the RiverOaks/TAG

warehouse, and why should he? They were just squatters, nameless, faceless, homeless.

he wasn't there with the cops when they were dragged from their little dwellings and

thrown into the streets. But Hector Palma probably saw it happen.

And if Chance didn't know the names of Lontae Burton and family, then he couldn't

make the connection between the eviction and their deaths. Or maybe he did know now.

Maybe someone had told him.

These questions would have to be answered by Hector Palma, and soon. It was

Wednesday. I was leaving on Friday.

Rudolph wrapped up our breakfast at eight, just in time for another meeting in his office

with some very important people. I went to my desk and read the Post. There was a gut-

wrenching photo of the five unopened caskets in the sanctuary, and a thorough review of

the service and the march afterward.

There was also an editorial, a well-written challenge to all of us with food and roofs to

stop and think about the Lontae Burtons of our city. They were not going away. They

could not be swept from the streets and deposited in some hidden place so we didn't have

to see them. They were living in cars, squatting in shacks, freezing in makeshift tents,

sleeping on park benches, waiting for beds in crowded and sometimes dangerous shelters.

We shared the same city; they were a part of our society. If we didn't help them, they

would multiply in numbers. And they would continue to die in our streets.