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THE REEF
tionship to the girl would entail, and the countless chances of betrayal that every one of them involved.
“Do tell me just what you said,” he heard Anna pleading; and with sudden resolution he affi rmed: “I quite understand your mother-in-law’s feeling as she does.”
The words, when uttered, seemed a good deal less signifi ­cant than they had sounded to his inner ear; and Anna replied without surprise: “Of course. It’s inevitable that she should. But we shall bring her round in time.” Under the dripping dome she raised her face to his. “Don’t you remember what you said the day before yesterday? ‘Together we can’t fail to pull it off for him!’ I’ve told Owen that, so you’re pledged and there’s no going back.”
The day before yesterday! Was it possible that, no longer ago, life had seemed a suffi ciently simple business for a sane man to hazard such assurances?
“Anna,” he questioned her abruptly, “why are you so anx­ious for this marriage?”
She stopped short to face him. “Why? But surely I’ve ex­plained to you – or rather I’ve hardly had to, you seemed so in sympathy with my reasons!”
“I didn’t know, then, who it was that Owen wanted to marry.”
The words were out with a spring and he felt a clearer air in his brain. But her logic hemmed him in.
“You knew yesterday; and you assured me then that you hadn’t a word to say — ”
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“Against Miss Viner?” The name, once uttered, sounded on and on in his ears. “Of course not. But that doesn’t necessarily imply that I think her a good match for Owen.”
Anna made no immediate answer. When she spoke it was to question: “Why don’t you think her a good match for Owen?”
“Well – Madame de Chantelle’s reasons seem to me not quite as negligible as you think.”
“You mean the fact that she’s been Mrs. Murrett’s sec­retary, and that the people who employed her before were called Hoke? For, as far as Owen and I can make out, these are the gravest charges against her.”
“Still, one can understand that the match is not what Ma­dame de Chantelle had dreamed of.”
“Oh, perfectly – if that’s all you mean.” The lodge was in sight, and she hastened her step. He strode on beside her in silence, but at the gate she checked him with the question: “Is it really all you mean?”
“Of course,” he heard himself declare.
“Oh, then I think I shall convince you – even if I can’t, like Madame de Chantelle, summon all the Everards to my aid!” She lifted to him the look of happy laughter that sometimes brushed her with a gleam of spring.
Darrow watched her hasten along the path between the dripping chrysanthemums and enter the lodge. After she had gone in he paced up and down outside in the drizzle, wait­ing to learn if she had any message to send back to the house; and after the lapse of a few minutes she came out again.
The child, she said, was badly, though not dangerously, hurt, and the village doctor, who was already on hand, had
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asked that the surgeon, already summoned from Francheuil, should be told to bring with him certain needful appliances. Owen had started by motor to fetch the surgeon, but there was still time to communicate with the latter by telephone. The doctor furthermore begged for an immediate provision of such bandages and disinfectants as Givre itself could furnish, and Anna bade Darrow address himself to Miss Viner, who would know where to fi nd the necessary things, and would direct one of the servants to bicycle with them to the lodge.
Darrow, as he hurried off on this errand, had at once per­ceived the opportunity it offered of a word with Sophy Viner. What that word was to be he did not know; but now, if ever, was the moment to make it urgent and conclusive. It was un­likely that he would again have such a chance of unobserved talk with her.
He had supposed he should fi nd her with her pupil in the school-room; but he learned from a servant that Effi e had gone to Francheuil with her step-brother, and that Miss Vin­er was still in her room. Darrow sent her word that he was the bearer of a message from the lodge, and a moment later he heard her coming down the stairs.
CHAPTER XX
For a second, as she approached him, the quick tremor of her glance showed her all intent on the same thought as him­self. He transmitted his instructions with mechanical preci­sion, and she answered in the same tone, repeating his words with the intensity of attention of a child not quite sure of un­derstanding. Then she disappeared up the stairs.
Darrow lingered on in the hall, not knowing if she meant to return, yet inwardly sure she would. At length he saw her com­ing down in her hat and jacket. The rain still streaked the win­dow panes, and, in order to say something, he said: “You’re not going to the lodge yourself?”
“I’ve sent one of the men ahead with the things; but I thought Mrs. Leath might need me.”
“She didn’t ask for you,” he returned, wondering how he could detain her; but she answered decidedly: “I’d better go.”
He held open the door, picked up his umbrella and fol­lowed her out. As they went down the steps she glanced back at him. “You’ve forgotten your mackintosh.”
“I sha’n’t need it.”
She had no umbrella, and he opened his and held it out to her. She rejected it with a murmur of thanks and walked on
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through the thin drizzle, and he kept the umbrella over his own head, without offering to shelter her.
Rapidly and in silence they crossed the court and began to walk down the avenue. They had traversed a third of its length before Darrow said abruptly: “Wouldn’t it have been fairer, when we talked together yesterday, to tell me what I’ve just heard from Mrs. Leath?”
“Fairer — ?” She stopped short with a startled look.
“If I’d known that your future was already settled I should have spared you my gratuitous suggestions.”
She walked on, more slowly, for a yard or two. “I couldn’t speak yesterday. I meant to have told you today.”
“Oh, I’m not reproaching you for your lack of confi dence. Only, if you HAD told me, I should have been more sure of your really meaning what you said to me yesterday.”
She did not ask him to what he referred, and he saw that her parting words to him lived as vividly in her memory as in his.
“Is it so important that you should be sure?” she fi nally questioned.
“Not to you, naturally,” he returned with involuntary as­perity. It was incredible, yet it was a fact, that for the moment his immediate purpose in seeking to speak to her was lost un­der a rush of resentment at counting for so little in her fate. Of what stuff, then, was his feeling for her made? A few hours earlier she had touched his thoughts as little as his senses; but now he felt old sleeping instincts stir in him . . . A rush of rain dashed against his face, and, catching Sophy’s hat, strained it back from her loosened hair. She put her hands to her head
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with a familiar gesture . . . He came closer and held his um­brella over her . . .
At the lodge he waited while she went in. The rain contin­ued to stream down on him and he shivered in the dampness and stamped his feet on the fl ags. It seemed to him that a long time elapsed before the door opened and she reappeared. He glanced into the house for a glimpse of Anna, but obtained none; yet the mere sense of her nearness had completely al­tered his mood.
The child, Sophy told him, was doing well; but Mrs. Leath had decided to wait till the surgeon came. Darrow, as they turned away, looked through the gates, and saw the doctor’s old-fashioned carriage by the roadside.
“Let me tell the doctor’s boy to drive you back,” he suggest­ed; but Sophy answered: “No; I’ll walk,” and he moved on to­ward the house at her side. She expressed no surprise at his not remaining at the lodge, and again they walked on in silence through the rain. She had accepted the shelter of his umbrella, but she kept herself at such a carefully measured distance that even the slight swaying movements produced by their quick pace did not once bring her arm in touch with his; and, notic­ing this, he perceived that every drop of her blood must be alive to his nearness.
“What I meant just now,” he began, “was that you ought to have been sure of my good wishes.”
She seemed to weigh the words. “Sure enough for what?”
“To trust me a little farther than you did.”
“I’ve told you that yesterday I wasn’t free to speak.”
“Well, since you are now, may I say a word to you?”
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She paused perceptibly, and when she spoke it was in so low a tone that he had to bend his head to catch her answer. “I can’t think what you can have to say.”
“It’s not easy to say here, at any rate. And indoors I sha’n’t know where to say it.” He glanced about him in the rain. “Let’s walk over to the spring-house for a minute.”
To the right of the drive, under a clump of trees, a little stucco pavilion crowned by a balustrade rose on arches of mouldering brick over a fl ight of steps that led down to a spring. Other steps curved up to a door above. Darrow mounted these, and opening the door entered a small circu­lar room hung with loosened strips of painted paper whereon spectrally faded Mandarins executed elongated gestures. Some black and gold chairs with straw seats and an unsteady table of cracked lacquer stood on the fl oor of red-glazed tile.
Sophy had followed him without comment. He closed the door after her, and she stood motionless, as though wait­ing for him to speak.
“Now we can talk quietly,” he said, looking at her with a smile into which he tried to put an intention of the frankest friendliness.
She merely repeated: “I can’t think what you can have to say.”
Her voice had lost the note of half-wistful confi dence on which their talk of the previous day had closed, and she looked at him with a kind of pale hostility. Her tone made it evident that his task would be diffi cult, but it did not shake his resolve to go on. He sat down, and mechanically she followed his example. The table was between them and she rested her
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arms on its cracked edge and her chin on her interlocked hands. He looked at her and she gave him back his look.
“Have you nothing to say to ME?” he asked at length.
A faint smile lifted, in the remembered way, the left cor­ner of her narrowed lips.
“About my marriage?”
“About your marriage.”
She continued to consider him between half-drawn lids. “What can I say that Mrs. Leath has not already told you?”
“Mrs. Leath has told me nothing whatever but the fact – and her pleasure in it.”
“Well; aren’t those the two essential points?”
“The essential points to YOU? I should have thought — ”
“Oh, to YOU, I meant,” she put in keenly.
He fl ushed at the retort, but steadied himself and rejoined: “The essential point to me is, of course, that you should be do­ing what’s really best for you.”
She sat silent, with lowered lashes. At length she stretched out her arm and took up from the table a little threadbare Chinese hand-screen. She turned its ebony stem once or twice between her fi ngers, and as she did so Darrow was whimsically struck by the way in which their evanescent slight romance was symbolized by the fading lines on the frail silk.
“Do you think my engagement to Mr. Leath not really best for me?” she asked at length.
Darrow, before answering, waited long enough to get his words into the tersest shape – not without a sense, as he did so, of his likeness to the surgeon deliberately poising his lan-
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cet for a clean incision. “I’m not sure,” he replied, “of its being the best thing for either of you.”
She took the stroke steadily, but a faint red swept her face like the refl ection of a blush. She continued to keep her low­ered eyes on the screen.
“From whose point of view do you speak?”
“Naturally, that of the persons most concerned.”
“From Owen’s, then, of course? You don’t think me a good match for him?”
“From yours, fi rst of all. I don’t think him a good match for you.”
He brought the answer out abruptly, his eyes on her face. It had grown extremely pale, but as the meaning of his words shaped itself in her mind he saw a curious inner light dawn through her set look. She lifted her lids just far enough for a veiled glance at him, and a smile slipped through them to her trembling lips. For a moment the change merely be­wildered him; then it pulled him up with a sharp jerk of apprehension.
“I don’t think him a good match for you,” he stammered, groping for the lost thread of his words.
She threw a vague look about the chilly rain-dimmed room. “And you’ve brought me here to tell me why?”
The question roused him to the sense that their minutes were numbered, and that if he did not immediately get to his point there might be no other chance of making it.
“My chief reason is that I believe he’s too young and inex­perienced to give you the kind of support you need.”
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At his words her face changed again, freezing to a tragic coldness. She stared straight ahead of her, perceptibly strug­gling with the tremor of her muscles; and when she had con­trolled it she fl ung out a pale-lipped pleasantry. “But you see I’ve always had to support myself!”
“He’s a boy,” Darrow pushed on, “a charming, wonderful boy; but with no more notion than a boy how to deal with the inevitable daily problems . . . the trivial stupid unimport­ant things that life is chiefl y made up of.” “I’ll deal with them for him,” she rejoined.
“They’ll be more than ordinarily diffi cult.”
She shot a challenging glance at him. “You must have some special reason for saying so.”
“Only my clear perception of the facts.”
“What facts do you mean?”
Darrow hesitated. “You must know better than I,” he re­turned at length, “that the way won’t be made easy to you.”
“Mrs. Leath, at any rate, has made it so.”
“Madame de Chantelle will not.”
“How do YOU know that?” she fl ung back.
He paused again, not sure how far it was prudent to reveal himself in the confi dence of the household. Then, to avoid in­volving Anna, he answered: “Madame de Chantelle sent for me yesterday.”
“Sent for you – to talk to you about me?” The colour rose to her forehead and her eyes burned black under lowered brows. “By what right, I should like to know? What have you to do with me, or with anything in the world that concerns me?”
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