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THE AMERICAN SENATOR
“And a man is to do just as he pleases?”
“I am afraid so. If a man is known to have behaved badly to a girl, public opinion will condemn him.”
“Can anything be worse than this treatment of me?” Lord Mistletoe could not tell her that he had alluded to absolute knowledge and that at present he had no more than her ver­sion of the story; — or that the world would require more than that before the general condemnation of which he had spoken would come. So he sat in silence and shook his head. “And you think that I should put up with it quietly!”
“I think that your father should see the man.” Arabella shook her head contemptuously. “If you wish it I will write to my mother.”
“I would rather trust to my uncle.”
“I don’t know what he could do; — but I will write to him if you please.”
“And you won’t see Lord Rufford?”
He sat silent for a minute or two during which she pressed him over and over again to have an interview with her recre­ant lover, bringing up all the arguments that she knew, re­minding him of their former affection for each other, telling him that she had no brother of her own, and that her own father was worse than useless in such a matter. A word or two she said of the nature of the prize to be gained, and many words as to her absolute right to regard that prize as her own. But at last he refused. “I am not the person to do it,” he said. “Even if I were your brother I should not be so, — unless with the view of punishing him for his conduct; — in which place the punishment to you would be worse than any I could inflict
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on him. It cannot be good that any young lady should have her name in the mouths of all the lovers of gossip in the country.”
She was going to burst out at him in her anger, but be­fore the words were out of her mouth she remembered her­self. She could not afford to make enemies and certainly not an enemy of him. “Perhaps, then,” she said, “you had bet­ter tell your mother all that I have told you. I will write to the Duke myself.”
And so she left him, and as she returned to Orchard Street in the brougham, she applied to him every term of re­proach she could bring to mind. He was selfish, and a cow­ard, and utterly devoid of all feeling of family honour. He was a prig, and unmanly, and false. A real cousin would have burst out into a passion and have declared himself ready to seize Lord Rufford by the throat and shake him into instant matri­mony. But this man, through whose veins water was running instead of blood, had no feeling, no heart, no capability for anger! Oh, what a vile world it was! A little help, — so very lit­tle, — would have made everything straight for her! If her aunt had only behaved at Mistletoe as aunts should behave, there would have been no difficulty. In her misery she thought that the world was more cruel to her than to any other person in it.
On her arrival at home, she was astounded by a letter that she found there, — a letter of such a nature that it alto­gether drove out of her head the purpose which she had of writing to the Duke on that evening. The letter was from John Morton and now reached her through the lawyer to whom it had been sent by private hand for immediate delivery. It ran as follows:
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DEAREST ARABELLA,
I am very ill, — so ill that Dr. Fanning who has come down from London, has, I think, but a poor opinion of my case. He does not say that it is hopeless, — and that is all. I think it right to tell you this, as my affection for you is what it al­ways has been. If you wish to see me, you and your mother had better come to Bragton at once. You can telegraph. I am too weak to write more.
Yours most affectionately,
OHN MORTON.
J
There is nothing infectious.
“John Morton is dying,” she almost screamed out to her mother.
“Dying!”
“So he says. Oh, what an unfortunate wretch I am! Every­thing that touches me comes to grief.” Then she burst out into a flood of true unfeigned tears.
“It won’t matter so much,” said Lady Augustus, “if you mean to write to the Duke, and go on with this other — affair.”
“Oh, mamma, how can you talk in that way?”
“Well; my dear; you know —”
“I am heartless. I know that. But you are ten times worse. Think how I have treated him!”
“I don’t want him to die, my dear; but what can I say? I can’t do him any good. It is all in God’s hands, and if he must die — why, it won’t make so much difference to you. I have looked upon all that as over for a long time.”
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“It is not over. After all he has liked me better than any of them. He wants me to go to Bragton.”
“That of course is out of the question.”
“It is not out of the question at all. I shall go.”
“Arabella!”
“And you must go with me, mamma.”
“I will do no such thing,” said Lady Augustus, to whom the idea of Bragton was terrible.
“Indeed you must. He has asked me to go, and I shall do it. You can hardly let me go alone.”
“And what will you say to Lord Rufford?”
“I don’t care for Lord Rufford. Is he to prevent my going where I please?”
“And your father, — and the Duke, — and the Duchess! How can you go there after all that you have been doing since you left?”
“What do I care for the Duke and the Duchess. It has come to that, that I care for no one. They are all throwing me over. That little wretch Mistletoe will do nothing. This man really loved me. He has never treated me badly. Whether he live or whether he die, he has been true to me.” Then she sat and thought of it all. What would Lord Rufford care for her father’s letter? If her cousin Mistletoe would not stir in her behalf what chance had she with her uncle? And, though she had thoroughly despised her cousin, she had understood and had unconsciously believed much that he had said to her. “In these days one can’t make a man marry!” What horrid days they were! But John Morton would marry her to-morrow
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if he were well, — in spite of all her ill usage! Of course he would die and so she would again be overwhelmed; — but yet she would go and see him. As she determined to do so there was something even in her hard callous heart softer than the love of money and more human than the dream of an advantageous settlement in life.
CHAPTER XXIV
THE SENATOR’S SECOND
LETTER
In the mean time our friend the Senator, up in London, was much distracted in his mind, finding no one to sympathise with him in his efforts, conscious of his own rectitude of pur­pose, always brave against others, and yet with a sad doubt in his own mind whether it could be possible that he should al­ways be right and everybody around him wrong.
Coming away from Mr. Mainwaring’s dinner he had al­most quarrelled with John Morton, or rather John Morton had altogether quarrelled with him. On their way back from Dillsborough to Bragton the minister elect to Patagonia had told him, in so many words, that he had misbehaved himself at the clergyman’s house. “Did I say anything that was untrue?” asked the Senator —” Was I inaccurate in my statements? If so no man alive will be more ready to recall what he has said and to ask for pardon.” Mr. Morton endeavoured to ex­plain to him that it was not his statements which were at fault so much as the opinions based on them and the language in which those opinions were given. But the Senator could not be made to understand that a man had not a right to his opin-
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ions, and a right also to the use of forcible language as long as he abstained from personalities. “It was extremely personal, — all that you said about the purchase of livings,” said Morton. “How was I to know that?” rejoined the Senator. “When in private society I inveigh against pickpockets I cannot imag­ine, sir, that there should be a pickpocket in the company.” As the Senator said this he was grieving in his heart at the trou­ble he had occasioned, and was almost repenting the duties he had imposed on himself; but, yet, his voice was bellicose and antagonistic. The conversation was carried on till Morton found himself constrained to say that though he entertained great personal respect for his guest he could not go with him again into society. He was ill at the time, — though neither he himself knew it nor the Senator. On the next morning Mr. Go­tobed returned to London without seeing his host, and before the day was over Mr. Nupper was at Morton’s bedside. He was already suffering from gastric fever.
The Senator was in truth unhappy as he returned to town. The intimacy between him and the late Secretary of Legation at his capital had arisen from a mutual understanding be­tween them that each was to be allowed to see the faults and to admire the virtues of their two countries, and that conversa­tion between them was to be based on the mutual system. But nobody can, in truth, endure to be told of shortcomings, — ei­ther on his own part or on that of his country. He himself can abuse himself, or his country; but he cannot endure it from alien lips. Mr. Gotobed had hardly said a word about Eng­land which Morton himself might not have said, — but such words coming from an American had been too much even for
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the guarded temper of an unprejudiced and phlegmatic Eng­lishman. The Senator as he returned alone to London under­stood something of this, — and when a few days later he heard that the friend who had quarrelled with him was ill, he was discontented with himself and sore at heart.
But he had his task to perform, and he meant to perform it to the best of his ability. In his own country he had heard vehement abuse of the old land from the lips of politicians, and had found at the same time almost on all sides great social admiration for the people so abused. He had observed that ev­ery Englishman of distinction was received in the States as a demigod, and that some who were not very great in their own land had been converted into heroes in his. English books were read there; English laws were obeyed there; Eng­lish habits were cultivated, often at the expense of American comfort. And yet it was the fashion among orators to speak of the English as a worn-out, stupid and enslaved people. He was a thoughtful man and all this had perplexed him; — so that he had obtained leave from his State and from Congress to be ab­sent during a part of a short Session, and had come over deter­mined to learn as much as he could. Everything he heard and almost everything he saw offended him at some point. And, yet in the midst of it all, he was conscious that he was sur­rounded by people who claimed and made good their claims to superiority. What was a lord, let him be ever so rich and have ever so many titles? And yet, even with such a popinjay as Lord Rufford, he himself felt the lordship. When that old farmer at the hunt breakfast had removed himself and his belongings to the other side of the table the Senator, though aware of the jus-
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tice of his cause, had been keenly alive to the rebuke. He had expressed himself very boldly at the rector’s house at Dillsbor­ough, and had been certain that not a word of real argument had been possible in answer to him. But yet he left the house with a feeling almost of shame, which had grown into real penitence before he reached Bragton. He knew that he had already been condemned by Englishmen as ill-mannered, ill­conditioned and absurd. He was as much alive as any man to the inward distress of heart which such a conviction brings with it to all sensitive minds. And yet he had his purpose and would follow it out. He was already hard at work on the lec­ture which he meant to deliver somewhere in London before he went back to his home duties, and had made it known to the world at large that he meant to say some sharp things of the country he was visiting.
Soon after his return to town he was present at the open­ing of Parliament, Mr. Mounser Green of the Foreign Office having seen that he was properly accommodated with a seat. Then he went down to the election of a member of Parlia­ment in the little borough of Quinborough. It was unfortu­nate for Great Britain, which was on its trial, and unpleasant also for the poor Senator who had appointed himself judge, that such a seat should have fallen vacant at that moment. Quinborough was a little town of 3,000 inhabitants cluster­ing round the gates of a great Whig Marquis, which had been spared, — who can say why? — at the first Reform Bill, and having but one member had come out scatheless from the sec­ond. Quinborough still returned its one member with some­thing less than 500 constituents, and in spite of household
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suffrage and the ballot had always returned the member fa­voured by the Marquis. This nobleman, driven no doubt by his conscience to make some return to the country for the fa­vour shown to his family, had always sent to Parliament some useful and distinguished man who without such patronage might have been unable to serve his country. On the pres­ent occasion a friend of the people, — so called, — an un­lettered demagogue such as is in England in truth distaste­ful to all classes, had taken himself down to Quinborough as a candidate in opposition to the nobleman’s nominee. He had been backed by all the sympathies of the American Sena­tor who knew nothing of him or his unfitness, and nothing whatever of the patriotism of the Marquis. But he did know what was the population and what the constituency of Liver­pool, and also what were those of Quinborough. He supposed that he knew what was the theory of representation in Eng­land, and he understood correctly that hitherto the member for Quinborough had been the nominee of that great lord. These things were horrid to him. There was to his thinking a fiction, — more than fiction, a falseness, — about all this which not only would but ought to bring the country pros­trate to the dust. When the working-man’s candidate, whose political programme consisted of a general disbelief in all re­ligions, received — by ballot! — only nine votes from those 500 voters, the Senator declared to himself that the country must be rotten to the core. It was not only that Britons were slaves, — but that they “hugged their chains.” To the gentle­man who assured him that the Right Honble. — — — — would make a much better member of Parliament than Tom
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