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fered mentally and physically, exerting his mind and body for
the last forty-eight hours without intermission. He had had
no rest, very little food, no pause in the stress of his thoughts
and his feelings. Even his love for Antonia, whence he drew his
strength and his inspiration, had reached the point of tragic
tensi on during their hurried interview by D on Jose’s bedside.
And now, suddenly, he was thrown out of all this into a dark
gulf, whose very gloom, silence, and breathless peace added
a torment to the necessity for physical exertion. He imagined
the lighter sinking to the bottom with an extraordinary shudder of delight. «I am on the verge of delirium», he thought.
He mastered the trembling of all his limbs, of his breast, the inward trembling of all his body exhausted of its nervous force.
«Shall we rest, Capataz?» he proposed in a careless tone.
«There are many hours of night yet before us».
«True. It is but a mile or so, I suppose. Rest your arms, senor, if that is what you mean. You will fi nd no other sort of
rest, I can promise you, since you let yourself be bound to this
treasure whose loss would make no poor man poorer. No, senor; there is no rest till we fi nd a north-bound steamer, or else
some ship fi nds us drifting about stretched out dead up on
the Englishman’s silver. Or rather – no; por Dios! I shall cut
down the gunwale with the axe right to the water’s edge before thirst and hunger rob me of my strength. By all the saints
and devils I shall let the sea have the treasure rather than give
it up to any stranger. Since it was the good pleasure of the Caballeros to send me off on such an errand, they shall learn I am
just the man they take me for».
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Decoud lay on the silver boxes panting. All his active sensations and feelings from as far back as he could remember
seemed to him the maddest of dreams. Even his passionate devotion to Antonia into which he had worked himself up out of
the depths of his scepticism had lost all appearance of reality.
For a moment he was the prey of an extremely languid but not
unpleasant indifference.
«I am sure they didn’t mean you to take such a desperate
view of this affair», he said.
«What was it, then? A joke?» snarled the man, who on
the pay-sheets of the O.S.N. Company’s establishment in Sulaco was described as «Foreman of the wharf» against the fi gure of his wages. «Was it for a joke they woke me up from my
sleep after two days of street fi ghting to make me stake my life
up on a bad card? Everybody knows, too, that I am not a lucky
gambler».
«Yes, everybody knows of your good luck with women, Capataz», Decoud propitiated his compani on in a weary drawl.
«Look here, senor», Nostromo went on. «I never even remonstrated about this affair. Directly I heard what was wanted
I saw what a desperate affair it must be, and I made up my
mind to see it out. Every minute was of importance. I had to
wait for you fi rst. Then, when we arrivedat the Italia Una, old
Giorgio shouted to me to go for the English doctor. Later on,
that poor dying woman wanted to see me, as you know. Senor,
I was reluctant to go. I felt already this cursed silver growing
heavy up on my back, and I was afraid that, knowing herself to
be dying, she would ask me to ride off again for a priest. Father
Corbelan, who is fearless, would have comeat a word; but Fa-
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ther Corbelan is far away, safe with the band of Hernandez,
and the populace, that would have liked to tear him to pieces,
are much incensed against the priests. Not a single fat padre
would have consented to put his head out of his hiding-place
to-night to save a Christian soul, except, perhaps, under my
protection. That was in her mind. I pretended I did not believe
she was going to die. Senor, I refused to fetch a priest for a dying woman…».
Decoud was heard to stir.
«You did, Capataz!» he exclaimed. His tone changed.
«Well, you know – it was rather fi ne».
«You do not believe in priests, D on Martin? Neither do I.
What was the use of wasting time? But she – she believes in
them. The thing sticks in my throat. She may be dead already,
and here we are fl oating helpless with no windat all. Curse on
all superstition. She died thinking I deprived her of Paradise,
I suppose. It shall be the most desperate affair of my life».
Decoud remained lost in refl ection. He tried to analyze
the sensations awaked by what he had been told. The voice of
the Capataz was heard again:
«Now, D on Martin, let us take up the sweeps and try to
fi nd the Isabels. It is either that or sinking the lighter if the day
overtakes us. We must not forget that the steamer from Esmeralda with the soldiers may be coming along. We will pull
straight on now. I have discovered a bit of a candle here, and
we must take the risk of a small light to make a course by
the boat compass. There is not enough wind to blow it out –
may the curse of Heaven fall up on this blind gulf!»
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A small fl ame appeared burning quite straight. It showed
fragmentarily the stout ribs and planking in the hollow, empty
part of the lighter. Decoud could see Nostromo standing up to
pull. He saw him as high as the red sash on his waist, with
a gleam of a white-handled revolver and the wooden haft of
a long knife protruding on his left side. Decoud nerved himself for the effort of rowing. Certainly there was not enough
wind to blow the candle out, but its fl ame swayed a little to
the slow movement of the heavy boat. It was so big that with
their utmost efforts they could not move it quicker than about
a mile an hour. This was suffi cient, however, to sweep them
amongst the Isabels long before daylight came. There was
a good six hours of darkness before them, and the distance
from the harbour to the Great Isabel did not exceed two miles.
Decoud put this heavy toil to the account of the Capataz’s
impatience. Sometimes they paused, and then strained their
ears to hear the boat from Esmeralda. In this perfect quietness
a steamer moving would have been heard from far off. As to
seeing anything it was out of the question. They could not see
each other. Even the lighter’s sail, which remained set, was invisible. Very often they rested.
«Caramba!» said Nostromo, suddenly, during one of those
intervals when they lolled idly against the heavy handles of
the sweeps. «What is it? Are you distressed, D on Martin?»
Decoud assured him that he was not distressed in the least.
Nostromo for a time kept perfectly still, and then in a whisper
invited Martin to come aft.
With his lips touching Decoud’s ear he declared his belief that there was somebody else besides themselves up on
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the lighter. Twice now he had heard the sound of stifled
sobbing.
«Senor», he whispered with awed wonder, «I am certain
that there is somebody weeping in this lighter».
Decoud had heard nothing. He expressed his incredulity.
However, it was easy to ascertain the truth of the matter.
«It is most amazing», muttered Nostromo. «Could anybody
have concealed himself on board while the lighter was lying
alongside the wharf?»
«And you say it was like sobbing?» asked Decoud, lowering
his voice, too. «If he is weeping, whoever he is he cannot be
very dangerous».
Clambering over the precious pile in the middle, they
crouched low on the foreside of the mast and groped under
the half-deck. Right forward, in the narrowest part, their
hands came up on the limbs of a man, who remained as silent as death. Too startled themselves to make a sound, they
dragged him aft by one arm and the collar of his coat. He was
limp – lifeless.
The light of the bit of candle fell up on a round, hooknosed face with black moustaches and little side-whiskers.
He was extremely dirty. A greasy growth of beard was sprouting on the shaven parts of the cheeks. The thick lips were
slightly parted, but the eyes remained closed. Decoud, to his
immense astonishment, recognized Senor Hirsch, the hide
merchant from Esmeralda. Nostromo, too, had recognized
him. And they gazedat each other across the body, lying with
its naked feet higher than its head, in an absurd pretence of
sleep, faintness, or death.
CHAPTER VIII
For a moment, before this extraordinary fi nd, they forgot
their own concerns and sensations. Senor Hirsch’s sensations
as he lay there must have been those of extreme terror. For
a long time he refused to give a sign of life, tillat last Decoud’s
objurgations, and, perhaps more, Nostromo’s impatient suggesti on that he should be thrown overboard, as he seemed to be
dead, induced him to raise one eyelid fi rst, and then the other.
It appeared that he had never found a safe opportunity to
leave Sulaco. He lodged with Anzani, the universal storekeeper, on the Plaza Mayor. But when the riot broke out he had
made his escape from his host’s house before daylight, and in
such a hurry that he had forgotten to put on his shoes. He had
run out impulsively in his socks, and with his hat in his hand,
into the garden of Anzani’s house. Fear gave him the necessary agility to climb over several low walls, and afterwards he
blundered into the overgrown cloisters of the ruined Franciscan convent in one of the by-streets. He forced himself into
the midst of matted bushes with the recklessness of desperation, and this accounted for his scratched body and his torn
clothing. He lay hidden there all day, his tongue cleaving to
the ro of of his mouth with all the intensity of thirst engendered by heat and fear. Three times different bands of men in-
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vaded the place with shouts and imprecations, looking for Father Corbelan; but towards the evening, still lying on his face
in the bushes, he thought he would die from the fear of silence.
He was not very clear as to what had induced him to leave
the place, but evidently he had got out and slunk successfully
out of town along the deserted back lanes. He wandered in
the darkness near the railway, so maddened by apprehensi on
that he dared not even approach the fi res of the pickets of Italian workmen guarding the line. He had a vague idea evidently of fi nding refuge in the railway yards, but the dogs rushed
up on him, barking; men began to shout; a shot was fi redat random. He fl ed away from the gates. By the merest accident, as
it happened, he took the directi on of the O.S.N. Company’s
offi ces. Twice he stumbled up on the bodies of men killed during the day. But everything living frightened him much more.
He crouched, crept, crawled, made dashes, guided by a sort of
animal instinct, keeping away from every light and from every sound of voices. His idea was to throw himselfat the feet of
Captain Mitchell and beg for shelter in the Company’s offi ces. It was all dark there as he approached on his hands and
knees, but suddenly someone on guard challenged loudly,
«Quien vive?» There were more dead men lying about, and
he fl attened himself downat once by the side of a cold corpse.
He heard a voice saying, «Here is one of those wounded rascals
crawling about. Shall I go and fi nish him?» And another voice
objected that it was not safe to go out without a lantern up on
such an errand; perhaps it was only some negro Liberal looking for a chance to stick a knife into the stomach of an honest
man. Hirsch didn’t stay to hear any more, but crawling away to
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the end of the wharf, hid himself amongst a lot of empty casks.
After a while some people came along, talking, and with glowing cigarettes. He did not stop to ask himself whether they
would be likely to do him any harm, but bolted incontinently along the jetty, saw a lighter lying mooredat the end, and
threw himself into it. In his desire to fi nd cover he crept right
forward under the half-deck, and he had remained there more
dead than alive, suffering agonies of hunger and thirst, and
almost fainting with terror, when he heard numerous footsteps and the voices of the Europeans who came in a body escorting the wagonload of treasure, pushed along the rails by
a squad of Cargadores. He understood perfectly what was being done from the talk, but did not disclose his presence from
the fear that he would not be allowed to remain. His only
idea at the time, overpowering and masterful, was to get away
from this terrible Sulaco. And now he regretted it very much.
He had heard Nostromo talk to Decoud, and wished himself
back on shore. He did not desire to be involved in any desperate affair – in a situati on where one could not run away.
The involuntary groans of his anguished spirit had betrayed
him to the sharp ears of the Capataz.
They had propped him up in a sitting posture against
the side of the lighter, and he went on with the moaning account of his adventures till his voice broke, his head fell forward. «Water», he whispered, with diffi culty. Decoud held
one of the cans to his lips. He revived after an extraordinarily
short time, and scrambled up to his feet wildly. Nostromo, in
an angry and threatening voice, ordered him forward. Hirsch
was one of those men whom fear lashes like a whip, and he
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must have had an appalling idea of the Capataz’s ferocity.
He displayed an extraordinary agility in disappearing forward
into the darkness. They heard him getting over the tarpaulin;
then there was the sound of a heavy fall, followed by a weary
sigh. Afterwards all was still in the fore-part of the lighter, as
though he had killed himself in his headlong tumble. Nostromo shouted in a menacing voice –
«Lie still there! Do not move a limb. If I hear as much as
a loud breath from you I shall come over there and put a bullet through your head».
The mere presence of a coward, however passive, brings
an element of treachery into a dangerous situation. Nostromo’s nervous impatience passed into gloomy thoughtfulness.
Decoud, in an undertone, as if speaking to himself, remarked
that, after all, this bizarre event made no great difference.
He could not conceive what harm the man could do.At most
he would be in the way, like an inanimate and useless object –
like a block of wood, for instance.
«I would think twice before getting rid of a piece of wood»,
said Nostromo, calmly. «Something may happen unexpectedly where you could make use of it. But in an affair like ours
a man like this ought to be thrown overboard. Even if he were
as brave as a li on we would not want him here. We are not
running away for our lives. Senor, there is no harm in a brave
man trying to save himself with ingenuity and courage; but
you have heard his tale, D on Martin. His being here is a miracle of fear –» Nostromo paused. «There is no room for fear in
this lighter», he added through his teeth.
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Decoud had no answer to make. It was not a positi on for
argument, for a display of scruples or feelings. There were
a thousand ways in which a panic-stricken man could make
himself dangerous. It was evident that Hirsch could not be
spoken to, reasoned with, or persuaded into a rational line of
conduct. The story of his own escape demonstrated that
clearly enough. Decoud thought that it was a thousand pities
the wretch had not died of fright. Nature, who had made him
what he was, seemed to have calculated cruelly how much
he could bear in the way of atrocious anguish without actually expiring. Some compassi on was due to so much terror.
Decoud, though imaginative enough for sympathy, resolved
not to interfere with any acti on that Nostromo would take.
But Nostromo did nothing. And the fate of Senor Hirsch remained suspended in the darkness of the gulfat the mercy of
events which could not be foreseen.
The Capataz, extending his hand, put out the candle suddenly. It was to Decoud as if his compani on had destroyed, by
a single touch, the world of affairs, of loves, of revolution,
where his complacent superiority analyzed fearlessly all motives and all passions, including his own.
He gasped a little. Decoud was affected by the novelty of
his position. Intellectually self-confi dent, he suffered from being deprived of the only weap on he could use with effect. No
intelligence could penetrate the darkness of the Placid Gulf.
There remained only one thing he was certain of, and that was
the overweening vanity of his companion. It was direct, uncomplicated, naive, and effectual. Decoud, who had been making use of him, had tried to understand his man thoroughly.
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